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Dec 30, 2024
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I had a dream where there was a house floating in space all by itself. I was inside the house. It was dark inside and only the flicker of a screen lit the room. I moved from the 'living' room into the bathroom where I looked into the mirror. My face was pale and sunken. The whole experience - a vision of hell. And I call it an experience because it came true.

Years later I was living in Toronto in a single room apartment and I barely, if ever left. And the only communication I had was through streaming and chat. Even the lights were low in the room. The dream had come true. My hell had come to be.

This dream was a vision. And it changed me once I realized I had fallen into the trap even as I tried my hardest to do differently. Scared, alone, and sad. What choice do I have but to end it.
 
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I had a dream where there was a house floating in space all by itself. I was inside the house. It was dark inside and only the flicker of a screen lit the room. I moved from the 'living' room into the bathroom where I looked into the mirror. My face was pale and sunken. The whole experience - a vision of hell. And I call it an experience because it came true.

Years later I was living in Toronto in a single room apartment and I barely, if ever left. And the only communication I had was through streaming and chat. Even the lights were low in the room. The dream had come true. My hell had come to be.

This dream was a vision. And it changed me once I realized I had fallen into the trap even as I tried my hardest to do differently. Scared, alone, and sad. What choice do I have but to end it.
toronto is a hellscape
 

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