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I don't know if this is a sign, but I was playing a game, and one of the characters asked to be euthanized. What's weird is that I have been holding off on playing this game for a month. When I want to live, I never seem to get any good signs or have anything good happen to me, but once I want to die, it seems like everything is pointing me in that direction. What's strange is that I don't even believe that signs are given to us, but this feels different. This world never wanted me here anyway, and I refused to be born on time, which proves I didn't want to come into the world either. Maybe all this is nonsense... I'm just trying to make sense of it. I have been trying to do that all my life, and I'm just tired of trying to make sense of something illogical to begin with.
 
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