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I was afraid to go on.
- Mar 23, 2025
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This will just be a personal post about what has changed in the last few months. If you don't want to read it, just click back.
My health is much better than before; my test results have improved and my diabetes, which was caused by the high doses of steroids, has gone away.
My living situation has improved; it's not perfect, but the kitchen is now free of mold. But something inside me still longs to die.
Unfortunately, some things will never get better. My illness will remain, my sometimes bad experiences will remain, and my future will probably look just as bleak. It has always been difficult, if not impossible, for me to keep up with others. The times I've tried, I've ultimately failed. There was no understanding, just that I should try harder.
What I want to say is that, apart from the few friends I have and my family, this site has helped me during this difficult time, with all the people who have registered here. Most of them think like me. Thank you.
My health is much better than before; my test results have improved and my diabetes, which was caused by the high doses of steroids, has gone away.
My living situation has improved; it's not perfect, but the kitchen is now free of mold. But something inside me still longs to die.
Unfortunately, some things will never get better. My illness will remain, my sometimes bad experiences will remain, and my future will probably look just as bleak. It has always been difficult, if not impossible, for me to keep up with others. The times I've tried, I've ultimately failed. There was no understanding, just that I should try harder.
What I want to say is that, apart from the few friends I have and my family, this site has helped me during this difficult time, with all the people who have registered here. Most of them think like me. Thank you.
