gr1lledcheese
Student
- Dec 18, 2021
- 139
I chickened out and went home.
For the record, my calmness came and went. At times I guess I went into denial.
Right now I'm regretting my decision not to ctb.
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For the record, my calmness came and went. At times I guess I went into denial.
Right now I'm regretting my decision not to ctb.
Foresight
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2019
- 1,393
So good to see you. Mixed emotions are natural in this situation but you don't have to let it take everything. You've been through enough for the week. Try to get some good rest away from that hotel room. Maybe go see your cat friend soon. You get another chance to love him and be his friend.
LeapOfFaith
Member
- Jul 16, 2020
- 80
It's totally understandable grilledcheese! I love cats to by the way. My SO has one named Tarzan who always comes to comfort me when I am sad. Black cat with white paws 
. Make sure that you go get some rest.. times like these are extremely emotional. It felt good to see you write a post in the thread again.
. Make sure that you go get some rest.. times like these are extremely emotional. It felt good to see you write a post in the thread again.
Crazy4u
Enlightened
- Sep 29, 2021
- 1,318
welcome back 
I hope you find your way to recovery
Changing your mind is not chickening out
I hope you find your way to recoveryChanging your mind is not chickening out
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 10,406
Selfishly I'm happy you are still with us.
I understand what you are going through. I have felt that way when I attempted, also the regret after not being able to CTB.Wishing you well.
NotStrongEnough
Nihilist extraordinaire
- Oct 3, 2021
- 85
Don't regret. No matter what, we always have tomorrow to ctb. and there's no shame in fear of oblivion. <3 You are valid no matter what.
color_me_gone
Sun is rising
- Dec 27, 2018
- 969
Feeding Pigeons
Warlock
- Aug 5, 2021
- 776
Hey, it happens. Don't beat yourself up. It simply wasn't the day for it.
Cats26
borderline
- Dec 19, 2021
- 18
I am glad to see you are still here. Please do not regret it. Wishing you well.
occamsrazor
we’re born astride the grave
- Jan 31, 2022
- 45
I'm happy to wake up to these news. Tho I support whatever decision you make to be happy and pain free. Take it easy on yourself today 
NearlyIrrelevantCake
The Cake Is A Lie
- Aug 12, 2021
- 1,630
Don't beat yourself up over not being able to do it. Remember, it's always an option in the future if you feel the need to.
