Help A bucketlist before I go

[savynavys]

In a months time, I should be running away from my current household and enviornment. I've been begging for freedom ever since I was a child and once I turned 18, I thought that things would maybe get better. Though my parents somehwat got better, my brother makes life unbearable for everyone around him including myself which made me realise I will NEVER be able to achieve freedom unless I force it myself.

Only issue is he is quite frantic and phsycial so me running from home is a shaky topic knowing he will be hunting me down.
If I'm found, I'm planning on simply taking my life instead of going back to that hell (but now make it x100 worse)
If I'm not found, it'll be a smooth sail and I'll finally be at peace :). But because the entire situation is a big risk, I want a bucket list of things I should be before then in case I don't make it out alive.

What are some things you think people should experience at least once in their lives??
Drugs, movies, activities, art, literally anything is up for grabs :) <3

 

[boyafraid]

Sorry you're in such a hard situation ):

Somethings I'd recommend are bunge jumping and skydiving and skateboarding lol. I'm a fan ox extreme sports so I'm probably biased.

When it comes to drugs, weed and kratom are really nice from what I hear. Kratom just makes you feel more relaxed, and less depressed in my experience.

Also, just eating your favorite meals, or foods you've never tried. Before my 5th attempt, I ate my favorite junk food for example lol

Listen to I know Its Over and I'm So Tired, two great songs about ctb (:

Sorry if things on this list don't sound too exciting, I just kind said the first ones that came too mind or things I would do...

Again sorry about the situation you're in and that your brother is the way he is. The world is hard enough as it is, so having a hard home life just makes it a lot worse ):