
battensankakumaru
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- May 28, 2025
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tldr: how to do you get the blades out of razors plus can y'all give me some methods and also a way too pussy out if I feel like it?
ik this goes against rules, yet i heared this is the place to go for this kind of stuff. I don't wanna die, yet i dont wanna live. idk even the reasoning for my plan is. idk if I'm going to go through with it, yet I wanna cut my wrists and cut a vein or something. I had everything I've ever wanted in my life handed to me on a sliver platter just as long as I said so, yet I still hate my life. if I can't handle my life now, which is pretty much on easy mode, I should just die. I realized recently that no one can truly be happy with me in their life. the only problem is that I fear death and too selfish to die. in the past I had what I like to call 'fake attempts'. basically, I make look like I tried to commit suicide, yet that was never the goal, the goal was to get my way. I've done this twice, yet came clean both, mostly bc the sleeping pills I used didn't work and only made me scared. like I said earlier, I plan to cut my wrists until the hit something. idk what to do if I hit something and regret it? there's the obvious call emergency services option, but is there any other ways for me to pussy out? are there also any methods that I can easily get out of if I'm scared? I have therapy tomorrow and some other shit, plus more shit after that. idk if I'm going to try tonight ot the next night. I'll add pictures of the razor and the bag with brand. I'm willing to send more pictures of it if that helps
ik this goes against rules, yet i heared this is the place to go for this kind of stuff. I don't wanna die, yet i dont wanna live. idk even the reasoning for my plan is. idk if I'm going to go through with it, yet I wanna cut my wrists and cut a vein or something. I had everything I've ever wanted in my life handed to me on a sliver platter just as long as I said so, yet I still hate my life. if I can't handle my life now, which is pretty much on easy mode, I should just die. I realized recently that no one can truly be happy with me in their life. the only problem is that I fear death and too selfish to die. in the past I had what I like to call 'fake attempts'. basically, I make look like I tried to commit suicide, yet that was never the goal, the goal was to get my way. I've done this twice, yet came clean both, mostly bc the sleeping pills I used didn't work and only made me scared. like I said earlier, I plan to cut my wrists until the hit something. idk what to do if I hit something and regret it? there's the obvious call emergency services option, but is there any other ways for me to pussy out? are there also any methods that I can easily get out of if I'm scared? I have therapy tomorrow and some other shit, plus more shit after that. idk if I'm going to try tonight ot the next night. I'll add pictures of the razor and the bag with brand. I'm willing to send more pictures of it if that helps