90 days

[Intelligent_Panic99]

90 more days until ctb. For various reasons it can't be before that. It feels so inevitable and at the same time I wish I could stop time. I thought so a long time it was choice I was making. But now it feels just like I'm caught in a current. I don't think I have a choice.

 

[Cryptonite]

90 more days until ctb. For various reasons it can't be before that. It feels so inevitable and at the same time I wish I could stop time. I thought so a long time it was choice I was making. But now it feels just like I'm caught in a current. I don't think I have a choice.

What's your method?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Do you have it all planned out? Anyone gonna be hurt? No guilt?

 

[Intelligent_Panic99]

Do you have it all planned out? Anyone gonna be hurt? No guilt?

All planned. Yes, people will be hurt but it's a better of two evils scenario. I am going to cause more damage by staying.

I don't have guilt just a whole lot of sadness. I truly feel as though I don't a choice. I've tried to find someone who can help fix my brain but it's just not possible. No one wants to or can.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace and relief from suffering in whatever happens. I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you, it must be so unbearable being in such a hopeless situation.

 

[Intelligent_Panic99]

What's your method?

N from D. I'm lucky to already have it.

 

[Cryptonite]

N from D. I'm lucky to already have it.

Lucky indeed, I'm too late in the game and have nothing

 

[Sunset Limited]

Same here. I will CTB in mid-August. I hope you can find peace.