love_peep
Specialist
- May 26, 2023
- 313
let's probably start with the fact that I have severe depression with suicidal tendencies, and I would like to say that in fact this is a serious condition that I could not cope with for several months. At the moment, I have finally returned home from the psychiatric hospital. and I'm glad that I'm with you again, because these 3 weeks have been terrible, I've heard so many stories about how people get there and what happens in this life in general, and I was even more amazed at how cruel and unfair this life is!
I have already told you about my first attempt with the train, but soon there will be a second and last one.
as for the mental hospital, they do not treat there, but only mutilate. from the moment I got there and returned home, I got a lot more cuts, and at the moment my condition is very deplorable.
When I arrived there, I thought I could overcome my apathy and suicidal tendencies, but I didn't get better. When I arrived, everything was taken away from me, including my phone, documents and cigarettes, a lighter. cigarettes are a very important thing there, without them it will be very difficult for those who smoke there, because they give out 7-8 cigarettes a day, and the problem is that not everyone has them, and I and others constantly have to smoke with someone. As for the TV, it generally works half there, only one or two channels work normally, there is absolutely nothing to do there, just lie and look at the ceiling, many just sleep most of the day. There I played mostly cards and chess, in 21 days I went outside only 5 times for a total of 20 minutes. the food there is disgusting, psychologists are also not provided, although I needed it.of course, the attitude of the staff to the patients is very bad. In general, I do not advise anyone.
as for the method, it is quite simple but painful not much
in general, I want to say a big thank you to this forum for the information provided and to the people who helped me, I wish all the best and good luck. Goodbye
I have already told you about my first attempt with the train, but soon there will be a second and last one.
as for the mental hospital, they do not treat there, but only mutilate. from the moment I got there and returned home, I got a lot more cuts, and at the moment my condition is very deplorable.
When I arrived there, I thought I could overcome my apathy and suicidal tendencies, but I didn't get better. When I arrived, everything was taken away from me, including my phone, documents and cigarettes, a lighter. cigarettes are a very important thing there, without them it will be very difficult for those who smoke there, because they give out 7-8 cigarettes a day, and the problem is that not everyone has them, and I and others constantly have to smoke with someone. As for the TV, it generally works half there, only one or two channels work normally, there is absolutely nothing to do there, just lie and look at the ceiling, many just sleep most of the day. There I played mostly cards and chess, in 21 days I went outside only 5 times for a total of 20 minutes. the food there is disgusting, psychologists are also not provided, although I needed it.of course, the attitude of the staff to the patients is very bad. In general, I do not advise anyone.
as for the method, it is quite simple but painful not much
in general, I want to say a big thank you to this forum for the information provided and to the people who helped me, I wish all the best and good luck. Goodbye
