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EndItPlsGirl

EndItPlsGirl

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I called a place up that will supply me with a new 50 cu ft nitrogen tank filled with pure nitrogen gas for $350. I wanted a 40 cu ft so that I would get 15 liters / min flow for around an hour but the smallest they had was the 50. Then the cheapest regulator will cost $165. Plus taking a ride sharing service for $62 round trip. What's left over if for the oxygen tubing and exit bag.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
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My ticket to ctb cost just $80 (SN, benzos, meto, precision scale) I hope we are both successful in our ctb when the time comes.
 
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EndItPlsGirl

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Apr 4, 2026
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I hope so to. I needed a method that was fast and painless. I'm happy you got your method.
I just bought the 1/4" ID oxygen tubing for my method.
 
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ManchildLoser

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Jan 16, 2023
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I wish you success and peace in your attempt.

also im wondering how you got that tank because where i live they would ask questions and not give it to anybody?

Sorry bad english
 
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EndItPlsGirl

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Apr 4, 2026
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I wish you success and peace in your attempt.

also im wondering how you got that tank because where i live they would ask questions and not give it to anybody?

Sorry bad english
Thank you.
Im going to a shop that sells gases, tanks, regulators, adapters, etc. I just told them I was using nitrogen to purge air out of bottles that have wine in them in order to make the wine last longer. Their shouldn't be a problem with buying these things.
 
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outrider567

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I called a place up that will supply me with a new 50 cu ft nitrogen tank filled with pure nitrogen gas for $350. I wanted a 40 cu ft so that I would get 15 liters / min flow for around an hour but the smallest they had was the 50. Then the cheapest regulator will cost $165. Plus taking a ride sharing service for $62 round trip. What's left over if for the oxygen tubing and exit bag.
Yeah, that's about how much mine cost, 99.0% Nitrogen, but its 125 cu ft, 3500 liters, but the PSI is down to 1600, its a few years old
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Do you have a date set where you are going to use your ticket for the bus? Mine is May 1st.
No, it will be rather spontaneous, when I can't take it anymore, probably quite late at night, my body won't be found for days
 
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thehorizons

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Mar 25, 2026
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I wish I could go the Nitrogen route. I'm low on scratch these days and need to figure out the logistics of the CTB, but if determined I hope I can CTB this way this year. This method is so damn costly, not to mentioned the risks involved. That said, I'm researching on why some people fail though.
 
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EndItPlsGirl

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I hope you find peace to.
 
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The more redundant and rigorous the plan, the less can go wrong.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Ok, just a heads up: ridesharing services are not supposed to allow anything like nitrogen tanks in their vehicles, but I'm sure not all drivers are even going to ask you what it is. Also, granted I'm a lightweight, but my 40 cf tank is not light. If I didn't have a lil cart on wheels, I never would've been able to get it home. Going to use the cart when I CTB to keep the tank from getting knocked over. Just some details to keep in mind, best of luck ✌️.
 
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Shuaibyy

Waiting for my time
Apr 18, 2026
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My ticket is 919 bucks. I'm hoping I get it for my birthday, since I don't have my own money.
 
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sm1the

Student
Sep 18, 2022
133
99.0% which is plenty lethal--Even 95.0% is not survivable
Yes I do realize 99% is enough,I just thought u meant 99.9% because personally I haven't really seen 99% N2 cylinders that's all.
 
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LostHighway

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May 5, 2025
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I wish I could go the Nitrogen route. I'm low on scratch these days and need to figure out the logistics of the CTB, but if determined I hope I can CTB this way this year. This method is so damn costly, not to mentioned the risks involved. That said, I'm researching on why some people fail though.
Fail by Nitrogen?
 
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thehorizons

Student
Mar 25, 2026
147
Fail by Nitrogen?
Yeah. Fail by Nitrogen. Don't know why some people fail, but my problem is I need a decent amount for experimentation or as a backup, and transporting it to CTB. These two seem like the biggest hassle. If you had a good amount and a decent setup, I don't know how you could fail.
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

Student
Mar 23, 2026
117
I hope you succeed and find peace.

It was pretty fun talking to you in the chat, I'm hyperfixated on that video about the grill you sent. Watched it 10+ times already.


But remember you don't need push yourself to do it.

You're a good person, just so you know. You deserve peace wether it be on life or death.
 
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Blockz

UK 🇬🇧 1999
Jun 13, 2024
33
Yeah. Fail by Nitrogen. Don't know why some people fail, but my problem is I need a decent amount for experimentation or as a backup, and transporting it to CTB. These two seem like the biggest hassle. If you had a good amount and a decent setup, I don't know how you could fail.
I feel like coz there's leaks in their set up, I was thinking I might need to use tape to connect oxygen tubing on each end to secure any gas leak on the (3/8 BSP Nut and Hose Tail | Right Hand Thread For 6mm Hose) and then to the exit bag for a successful set up
 
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thehorizons

Student
Mar 25, 2026
147
I feel like coz there's leaks in their set up, I was thinking I might need to use tape to connect oxygen tubing on each end to secure any gas leak on the (3/8 BSP Nut and Hose Tail | Right Hand Thread For 6mm Hose) and then to the exit bag for a successful set up
Yeah. I think you're right cause in one case they weren't using a clear turkey bag, and in the other case their SI kicked in and they started making holes. I think if there're no leaks nor CO2 buildup, then the chances of failure seem unlikely, providing no one saves you and you have a decent amount of Nitrogen gas that constantly runs and runs at the right amount.
 
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Jun 13, 2024
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Yeah. I think you're right cause in one case they weren't using a clear turkey bag, and in the other case their SI kicked in and they started making holes. I think if there're no leaks nor CO2 buildup, then the chances of failure seem unlikely, providing no one saves you and you have a decent amount of Nitrogen gas that constantly runs and runs at the right amount.
Yeah I've ordered 20L 200bar nitrogen cylinder should be coming any day gonna get the flow meter regulator with the nut and hose tail soon too and then follow through with the tubing and exit bag, what is SI? Damn gotta use a clear one otherwise your setting yourself up for panic mode and that's just as bad as suffocating gotta set that flow meter to 15lpm but since it's to pricey to get a nitrogen one I'm going with an argon one it says it works with other inert gases but since it's an argon regulator I'll have to readjust to about 12.5lpm since argon is a lot denser and nitrogen is much less dense so the flow rate off of the argon regulator would need to be lower
 
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thehorizons

Student
Mar 25, 2026
147
Yeah I've ordered 20L 200bar nitrogen cylinder should be coming any day gonna get the flow meter regulator with the nut and hose tail soon too and then follow through with the tubing and exit bag, what is SI? Damn gotta use a clear one otherwise your setting yourself up for panic mode and that's just as bad as suffocating gotta set that flow meter to 15lpm but since it's to pricey to get a nitrogen one I'm going with an argon one it says it works with other inert gases but since it's an argon regulator I'll have to readjust to about 12.5lpm since argon is a lot denser and nitrogen is much less dense so the flow rate off of the argon regulator would need to be lower
SI = Survival Instinct. Looks like you'll have everything you need soon. I wish I could CTB by Nitrogen, but unfortunately, I can't access Nitrogen gas easily. I guess I could get some if I tried in my home country even though I'm currently living with my folks (maybe get my own place for a few weeks), and in the country I was naturalized in it'll be extremely hard to get it without raising any alarms or get the amount I need to sufficiently CTB. I'll have to CTB by partial hanging since I luckily (hate using that word in this context) found a sturdy rod in my wardrobe that could work.
 
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sm1the

Student
Sep 18, 2022
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Yeah. Fail by Nitrogen. Don't know why some people fail, but my problem is I need a decent amount for experimentation or as a backup, and transporting it to CTB. These two seem like the biggest hassle. If you had a good amount and a decent setup, I don't know how you could fail.
What experimentation/testing would u do?
I currently have EEBD set up but worried about failing too.
 
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thehorizons

Student
Mar 25, 2026
147
What experimentation/testing would u do?
I currently have EEBD set up but worried about failing too.
I might go with partial hanging instead since the Nitrogen gas is hard for me to access without alerting people, but my concern was with using the equipment (I don't know how to use a regulator/flowmeter or any of the stuff), potential leaks that need to be fixed, determing the purity of the Nitrogen gas, and filling the exit bag with Nitrogen gas (maybe you don't need to worry about it since you have the EEBD setup) before putting it over my head. These factors would mean some amount of gas would be lost, so if you have a 20 cubic foot tank then it's risky cause you need more Nitrogen gas after you go unconscious. Vizzy had a 2 cubic meter tank, so I think it would account for these problems, but it's incredibly difficult to get a tank that large let alone a 20 cubic foot tank for some of us.
 
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Out_Of_My_Head

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Dec 25, 2025
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I've only done a few hours of research on N equipment, but I think you can get a 40cf DOT approved tank for around $100 on Amazon, and getting it filled is around $40 in the US. There's a gauge regulator for around $75 at Harbor Freight (calibrated for CO2/Ar mix I think, but not a lot of correction is needed). Anyone feel free to correct me on that if I'm wrong.
 
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