5 mins ago, i was practicing jumping (just on a floor) -- my SI kicks in just pretending that it's from a height

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i'm standing on my floor, and i know there's not much to "practice".
but i was just pretending to jump from a height for "fun", if you will.
or out of curiosity.
and even just thinking about jumping from a height makes me uncomfortable,
when i play pretend that i'm jumping from a building.

 

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If it was that easy I could have jumped off my balcony a long time ago and I'd be done with that. Jumping just has such a high SI that needs to be defeated. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

 

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If it was that easy I could have jumped off my balcony a long time ago and I'd be done with that. Jumping just has such a high SI that needs to be defeated. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

exactly. i heard someone say just stand there with your back turned, and then fall backwards.
but that would make me think you would hurt you head on something while falling down.
it does seem easier than directly jumping. but why risk hitting your head in extreme pain?
i know it's only lasting a few seconds (if you do it from a height that guarantees instant death), but still...

 

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exactly. i heard someone say just stand there with your back turned, and then fall backwards.
but that would make me think you would hurt you head on something while falling down.
it does seem easier than directly jumping. but why risk hitting your head in extreme pain?
i know it's only lasting a few seconds (if you do it from a height that guarantees instant death), but still...

I already feel uncomfortable if I stand backwards to the railing of my balcony even if I have no CTB intent at all.

 

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I already feel uncomfortable if I stand backwards to the railing of my balcony even if I have no CTB intent at all.

oh ok lol. people are different with that

I already feel uncomfortable if I stand backwards to the railing of my balcony even if I have no CTB intent at all.

btw, what country are you in, if i may ask?
your username (at least the first part) looks like it could be a thai name.
just asking bc i go to thailand sometimes