5 days left

[T^T]

Wow, time is closing in fast. I've written letters. Turns out I didn't have to go buy plastic sheets, I already some in my garage. All that's left to do is wait. I will say my nerves are getting the best of me, I'm not thinking about not go through with it but I am thinking of changing my method to something that takes less will. Only issue with that is the risk of being saved and I'm not trying to have that happen. I guess all I gotta do is just be ready for when the time comes.

 

[Doll Steak]

I'm sorry you suffer so much, I hope its peaceful, really. If you don't mind me asking, what's your method?

 

[starlightstarbright]

The nerves really make things so hard. I hope you're able to enjoy these last few days doing things you love, having good food, etc. I hope you find peace, one way or another, and if the nerves do win out (happened with me last week), we're here for you. There's no shame in whatever you decide to do.

 

[merciful]

good luck friend. savour these last days, do something kind for yourself.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

sorry your life reached this point. hope you enjoy your last days and things go well as you decided

 

[T^T]

I'm sorry you suffer so much, I hope its peaceful, really. If you don't mind me asking, what's your method?

I'm going to be shooting myself with a gun shooting 300blk, guaranteed to be fatal

 

[darksouls]

however you decide
I wish you the best
hope you find relief from suffering

 

[ChainedCrow]

Im so sorry that life has been so horrible for you. I hope u feel the relive that u are hoping for and whatever u think comes after death. Good luck and much love

 

[digitalblackhole]

i'm sorry that your life has reached that point. i'm not sure what kind of belief you have about the afterlife. but whatever it may be, believe in it until your very last breath. heaven, reincarnation, rebirth, even eternal nothingness are all such powerful beliefs and i'm sure they'll give you the strength you need these last few days. i hope that it's fast and painless. good luck.

 

[enjoythesilence]

Nerves are a bitch. Hope you work out the logistics and get lasting peace soon.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I'm going to be shooting myself with a gun shooting 300blk, guaranteed to be fatal

300 blackout? What ammo and rifle barrel length?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[failedmind]

i hope you find peace

 

[inthesky123]

I'm going to be shooting myself with a gun shooting 300blk, guaranteed to be fatal

Planning on using the same method and nerves are a issue because I've experienced it experimenting in the past. Idk if you drink but I think drinking some liquor would ease off tension and leave you in a kind of disoriented state of mind so it makes you less resistant to CTB.