4 months here..

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

I've been here 4 months, and my life only get worse.. i didn't even go out of my house

Why they want to torture me and make me suffer, this 4 months will be 4 years and 40 years after, i did this for already 23 years there is no chance of my life to improve without her.. they have enough prof of my suffering, so why they dont help me die

fkkkkkk i can't anymore, some people can't do it or there was no hikikomori and stuff

I start to cutting myself, i hate all of this, i wish i had a granade and make myself blow up

I was the victim all the time, why people who ruined my life have to enjoy her love? my only big mistake was to be born in the wrong family

 

[F&Inside]

Hello. Your family is the one that has given you your life. It's bad luck growing up in a bad environment, a sentence. Even if you fight and fight to get out of there and prosper, it doesn't change the fact that you've had to fight a battle that could have been avoided with more luck, the aftermath and consequences of it may always follow you. You may lose everything as a result of it, because of your way of being. Or maybe you can also overcome all the obstacles and at least find serenity. Wish you all the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really dreadful having to suffer like that, it's awful when existing just gets worse and it's truly so horrible how humans just create so much harm, existence really is too unnecessarily cruel.