Help 3rd failed attempt. night-night no good for me I guess

[BlackBlood6]

For the third time I tried night-night using gorilla tape /w socks and also tried it with a cord.

For the gorilla tape, I placed socks where they'd need to be with sort of a gap inbetween so it'd just be on my arteries no adams apple/throat. I tied, tried to get it tigheter (maybe when I failed) I knew it was tight not super tight or anything but then I laid down and counted to thirty and nothing.

I tried the cord too because one time when I was wanting to partial I tried a cord laying around and I swear the first time I tried I think I got that sweet spot. Not this time though. I tried low, middle, high, everything inbetween. Shit.

 

[FuneralCry]

That method sounds unreliable and risky to me, I find it so horrible how we cannot just have the option to die in peace, people really shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[MiMif]

Im going through the same problem right now