NextSummer
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- Mar 28, 2019
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Many new topics each day. Some get forgotten. Here are three reports of users who survived SN which I saved as a file. I edited them to ensure readability.
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Member: clover___
Used: He guesses it was around 50g SN
I was at my parents' house with my girlfriend and I was impatient to do it, had gotten the stuff in the mail earlier that day. I figured since they are in a very rural area that help would be far enough away that I was unlikely to be saved. Forgot there was a local volunteer fire brigade. :/
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I took the stuff, I didn't fast or take any acid inhibitor other than the baking soda. It was really salty, I think I may have put too much sn in the water. I drank as much as I could but wasn't able to finish the entire glass because of the saltiness and the sn itself making me drowsy. Got up to go outside, then walked a few steps before I started feeling very weak and collapsed. I don't know how long I was lying on the ground but it can't have been long. My girlfriend came out to check on me - I assume because she heard me collapse but it could've just been worry since I hadn't come to bed yet - and found me lying there.She asked me what happened and I told her that I took something, I don't think she realised it was serious at that point. She helped me into the spare bed and sat with me for a while, I started getting nauseous and was clearly pretty out of it she started freaking out about what to do - didn't want to call an ambulance since she'd seen how bad the psych ward was for me last time - saying she didn't want me to go etc. I hated seeing her like that so I made myself throw up a bit.
Anyway I passed out soon afterwards and I guess she thought I might be okay? Apparently a little later I started having seizures while unconscious, gf came in to check on me and saw this so she told my mother who called the ambulance.
There was no permanent damage as far as I know.
50g was too much just because it made it harder to get the stuff down having it be so concentrated, it tasted very salty like drinking seawater. As far as passing in and out of consciousness goes I guess I was too out of it to really worry much, I guess the euphoria from oxygen deprivation probably contributed there.
I was worried about brain damage but there's none that I know of. There was no cognitive testing done at the hospital that I remember though, so shrug. The doctor who treated me in the er didn't seem concerned about permanent damage when I asked him. I took some metoclopramide but the stuff I took was just the (lower dose) liquid kind for dogs so I don't know if it did much. I was nauseous before I threw up but I don't think enough that I would've thrown up involuntarily while conscious, maybe if I passed out. It was hours before I got the methyl blue, again rural area so quite far from the nearest hospital. I had oxygen via mask and later tube in the meantime, though. Ended up being seen at home by the home-based treatment team instead of going to the ward.
Did the cyanosis hurt? Are the parts of your body that cyanosed numb or dead permanently?
No, the cyanosis was not painful for me. I don't know if this is typical. From what I overheard it sounded like cyanosis from methemoglobinemia is possibly caused by a different mechanism than other sources of the symptom but I can't remember the details. My entire body was blue-grey. I haven't experienced any permanent numbness or necrosis or anything like that. Colour started slowly returning quite soon after they started me on the methyl blue, there was some lingering discolouration - I noticed it particularly in my feet - for a few days after I left the hospital.
Oh also the methyl blue IV caused me to throw up profusely almost immediately even though I wasn't nauseous at all before they gave it to me, and the vomit was blue. Doctors and nurses seemed to think it was pretty cool, strange it was able to travel from my bloodstream to digestive system so fast. Also it tasted horrible. It changes the colour of pretty much all your bodily fluids, I was peeing blue-green for upwards of a week.
Member: ultraviolet sin
Dosage: around 20 g SN
I took SN in a liquid solution last July after taking a regiment of Meto and survived to talk about it. See my recent post about it for more info. It didn't hurt much and I had no lasting damage.
I failed because the police found me way too soon. A loved one had called the police on me fearing my attempt. It took a while before they actually let themselves into my hotel, not under a welfare check, but because of criminal reasons. All in all, a stupid coincidence.
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I had about 20g dissolved in water, which I drank over the course of an hour. Maybe less. I don't exactly recall. I was judging how strongly the Xanax was affecting me as I drank it, because I didn't want to consume the full dose without the sedative effects being fully engaged. (been binging on alcohol the week before, so I didn't know how much tolerance my brain built up to GABA)
The benzos endured I was loopy af by the time I took anything. I remember the clock in my phone showing 5pm as I took it, then 6:39, the cops bursting in the door. I didn't vomit. It didn't hurt. I remember this euphoria similar to waking up from a dream. (also how I wake up from a post-ictal state; post seizure)
I was EXTREMELY out of it the next few hours while I received treatment.
My next attempt will be the same, but with zero chance of being caught. No partner, no indication to anyone that what's underway is happening.
If I had to guess, it was less than two hours since I had dosed and took it. I didn't fast. I ate some pizza right before "nap time."
Member: Querry1
Info: 20 y, 147lbs
Dosage: 15g SN
As I said, I'm copypasting my story. I said earlier that I phoned 911 - my mistake, I didn't remember it and actually it was other way around, sorry for that.
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Hey guys, last night I went with sodium nitrite and wanted to share some a story.
I mixed 15g with 60ml of water, half hour before I took really weak antiemetic ("apap night"). I fasted for 6h. My heart was beating like crazy, probably because I was scared as fuck and it was going to be the end of my miserable life.
I can't compare taste to anything, but it's not so bad, although nothing enjoyable.
20 mins in, I felt like vomiting and I spent a lot of time in the bathroom doing that. Then,, after ten minutes I felt unbearable pain, like I've felt worse, but still it was hard to go through this, so I went to my sis and told her to call emergency asap and that she hasn't much time.
An hour in, I got blackout and I can't remember anything from that time, not even that they reanimated me.
Now it's 11 hours after this, I'm in hospital and I'm completely fine, I told docs that it was stupid of me and of course I wouldn't try again, so they won't keep me there for long.
I'm sure if I didn't go to my sister, I would go through it and most likely be dead by now."
To add to all of this, I was in psych ward for 6 weeks, but I've been training all this time/reading books/went to group walks/talked with folks there so it wasn't too bad.
I'm enjoying my life now, but I know that sooner or later I will attempt again, but for now it's chill.
On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate the pain? And what kind of pain can you compare it to?
Something like plucking the root of permament tooth, 6-7, but after I puked it was mostly fine, so I guess good antiemetic would do the job.
__________________________
Member: clover___
Used: He guesses it was around 50g SN
I was at my parents' house with my girlfriend and I was impatient to do it, had gotten the stuff in the mail earlier that day. I figured since they are in a very rural area that help would be far enough away that I was unlikely to be saved. Forgot there was a local volunteer fire brigade. :/
[...]
I took the stuff, I didn't fast or take any acid inhibitor other than the baking soda. It was really salty, I think I may have put too much sn in the water. I drank as much as I could but wasn't able to finish the entire glass because of the saltiness and the sn itself making me drowsy. Got up to go outside, then walked a few steps before I started feeling very weak and collapsed. I don't know how long I was lying on the ground but it can't have been long. My girlfriend came out to check on me - I assume because she heard me collapse but it could've just been worry since I hadn't come to bed yet - and found me lying there.She asked me what happened and I told her that I took something, I don't think she realised it was serious at that point. She helped me into the spare bed and sat with me for a while, I started getting nauseous and was clearly pretty out of it she started freaking out about what to do - didn't want to call an ambulance since she'd seen how bad the psych ward was for me last time - saying she didn't want me to go etc. I hated seeing her like that so I made myself throw up a bit.
Anyway I passed out soon afterwards and I guess she thought I might be okay? Apparently a little later I started having seizures while unconscious, gf came in to check on me and saw this so she told my mother who called the ambulance.
There was no permanent damage as far as I know.
50g was too much just because it made it harder to get the stuff down having it be so concentrated, it tasted very salty like drinking seawater. As far as passing in and out of consciousness goes I guess I was too out of it to really worry much, I guess the euphoria from oxygen deprivation probably contributed there.
I was worried about brain damage but there's none that I know of. There was no cognitive testing done at the hospital that I remember though, so shrug. The doctor who treated me in the er didn't seem concerned about permanent damage when I asked him. I took some metoclopramide but the stuff I took was just the (lower dose) liquid kind for dogs so I don't know if it did much. I was nauseous before I threw up but I don't think enough that I would've thrown up involuntarily while conscious, maybe if I passed out. It was hours before I got the methyl blue, again rural area so quite far from the nearest hospital. I had oxygen via mask and later tube in the meantime, though. Ended up being seen at home by the home-based treatment team instead of going to the ward.
Did the cyanosis hurt? Are the parts of your body that cyanosed numb or dead permanently?
No, the cyanosis was not painful for me. I don't know if this is typical. From what I overheard it sounded like cyanosis from methemoglobinemia is possibly caused by a different mechanism than other sources of the symptom but I can't remember the details. My entire body was blue-grey. I haven't experienced any permanent numbness or necrosis or anything like that. Colour started slowly returning quite soon after they started me on the methyl blue, there was some lingering discolouration - I noticed it particularly in my feet - for a few days after I left the hospital.
Oh also the methyl blue IV caused me to throw up profusely almost immediately even though I wasn't nauseous at all before they gave it to me, and the vomit was blue. Doctors and nurses seemed to think it was pretty cool, strange it was able to travel from my bloodstream to digestive system so fast. Also it tasted horrible. It changes the colour of pretty much all your bodily fluids, I was peeing blue-green for upwards of a week.
Member: ultraviolet sin
Dosage: around 20 g SN
I took SN in a liquid solution last July after taking a regiment of Meto and survived to talk about it. See my recent post about it for more info. It didn't hurt much and I had no lasting damage.
I failed because the police found me way too soon. A loved one had called the police on me fearing my attempt. It took a while before they actually let themselves into my hotel, not under a welfare check, but because of criminal reasons. All in all, a stupid coincidence.
[…]
I had about 20g dissolved in water, which I drank over the course of an hour. Maybe less. I don't exactly recall. I was judging how strongly the Xanax was affecting me as I drank it, because I didn't want to consume the full dose without the sedative effects being fully engaged. (been binging on alcohol the week before, so I didn't know how much tolerance my brain built up to GABA)
The benzos endured I was loopy af by the time I took anything. I remember the clock in my phone showing 5pm as I took it, then 6:39, the cops bursting in the door. I didn't vomit. It didn't hurt. I remember this euphoria similar to waking up from a dream. (also how I wake up from a post-ictal state; post seizure)
I was EXTREMELY out of it the next few hours while I received treatment.
My next attempt will be the same, but with zero chance of being caught. No partner, no indication to anyone that what's underway is happening.
If I had to guess, it was less than two hours since I had dosed and took it. I didn't fast. I ate some pizza right before "nap time."
Member: Querry1
Info: 20 y, 147lbs
Dosage: 15g SN
As I said, I'm copypasting my story. I said earlier that I phoned 911 - my mistake, I didn't remember it and actually it was other way around, sorry for that.
"
Hey guys, last night I went with sodium nitrite and wanted to share some a story.
I mixed 15g with 60ml of water, half hour before I took really weak antiemetic ("apap night"). I fasted for 6h. My heart was beating like crazy, probably because I was scared as fuck and it was going to be the end of my miserable life.
I can't compare taste to anything, but it's not so bad, although nothing enjoyable.
20 mins in, I felt like vomiting and I spent a lot of time in the bathroom doing that. Then,, after ten minutes I felt unbearable pain, like I've felt worse, but still it was hard to go through this, so I went to my sis and told her to call emergency asap and that she hasn't much time.
An hour in, I got blackout and I can't remember anything from that time, not even that they reanimated me.
Now it's 11 hours after this, I'm in hospital and I'm completely fine, I told docs that it was stupid of me and of course I wouldn't try again, so they won't keep me there for long.
I'm sure if I didn't go to my sister, I would go through it and most likely be dead by now."
To add to all of this, I was in psych ward for 6 weeks, but I've been training all this time/reading books/went to group walks/talked with folks there so it wasn't too bad.
I'm enjoying my life now, but I know that sooner or later I will attempt again, but for now it's chill.
On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate the pain? And what kind of pain can you compare it to?
Something like plucking the root of permament tooth, 6-7, but after I puked it was mostly fine, so I guess good antiemetic would do the job.
