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Fiery Bolganone

Fiery Bolganone

Ruler of Miletos
Sep 8, 2022
10
Hi y'all! Today is the day I'm finally doing it.
As the title suggests, I'm currently on my last day here after following the anti-emetic diet for the SN method.
So before d-wording I'm gonna post here what I've been doing so as to provide a point of reference and support if anyone is planning to take their S👏A👏L👏T👏
I'm following Stan's procedure for this!

☆Day 1☆
•6:00 AM: Ate a bunch of chocolate treats, and potato chips to start my fasting for the day. (Not a very good meal but meh)
•13:00 PM: Took my first 10mg anti-emetic, and went to sleep.
•21:00 PM: Woke up and took my second anti-emetic.
•5:00 AM: took my third anti-emetic. The first day is finished!

☆Day 2☆
•8:00 AM: Ate chocolate, then water biscuits and gelatin to get me through the second day.
•11:00 AM: Went for a 2 hour walk.
•13:00 PM: Took the first anti-emetic for today after arriving home.
•21:00 PM: Second anti-emetic and went to sleep.
•2:00 AM: Woke up, drank some water since you're supposed to not drink anything 2 or 3 hours before drinking the SN.
•2:14 AM: Finishing writing this.
•4:00 AM: I'll take 600mg of Ibuprofen for pain killing purposes.
•4:15 AM: 30mg of anti-emetics and 40mg of beta blocker for the accelereted heart rate, posible stress and such.
•5:00 AM: Going to take 25mg of SN and 200mg of beta blocker dissolved in 50mg of water. After that it's time to go to bed, relax, and hope for the best!

In case this doesn't work I've got a whole lot of vitamin C to stop possible symptoms if the method fails. Vitamin C is a cure for SN, so stay away from it when doing the SN method!

Finished drafting and printing my note for my b-word of a family to read and seethe. Haha!

Pretty satisfied with all of this tbh. Got to do it young so that's nice.
 
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Someone123

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It seems like a solid plan though I haven't heard this about Vitamin C and I haven't been able to verify this- where did you get this information? I hope you can find peace, and thanks for sharing.
 
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jk9761

Experienced
Jul 25, 2022
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are you supposed to take 200mg of beta blocker at the same time as sn or 30 min. prior
RIP
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Hope you find your peace. RIP
 
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looking_for_peace

Student
Dec 4, 2022
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Hope all goes smoothly!
are you supposed to take 200mg of beta blocker at the same time as sn or 30 min. prior
RIP
beta blockers are optional I think? but as for propanolol, it only takes around an hour for it to kick in and its effects last up to four hours.
 
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Fiery Bolganone

Ruler of Miletos
Sep 8, 2022
10
are you supposed to take 200mg of beta blocker at the same time as sn or 30 min. prior
RIP
PPH says 400mg of beta blocker and in the same drink as the SN.
I'm doing 200mg because the beta blockers that I've got are 40mg per pill, and since I don't really feel like crushing so many pills, AND I'm gonna be needing the rest of the tablet if this attempt fails in order to try again, I'm going with only 200mg.
It seems like a solid plan though I haven't heard this about Vitamin C and I haven't been able to verify this- where did you get this information? I hope you can find peace, and thanks for

It seems like a solid plan though I haven't heard this about Vitamin C and I haven't been able to verify this- where did you get this information? I hope you can find peace, and thanks for sharing.
Here!
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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PPH says 400mg of beta blocker and in the same drink as the SN.
I'm doing 200mg because the beta blockers that I've got are 40mg per pill, and since I don't really feel like crushing so many pills, AND I'm gonna be needing the rest of the tablet if this attempt fails in order to try again, I'm going with only 200mg.



Here!
I read it some and I didn't understand some of the scientific language, but this is a study of animals, not people, and it doesn't seem to discuss an emergency situation- it appears unlikely that takingt vitamin C could help in an emergency like this, for emthylene blue it needs to go in liquid form right into the veins. I wish you well in finding peace, but I think the idea for vitamin c won't work, to try to reverse things a person would have to call 911 and then they would do intravenous methylene blue. I really hope you can find peace, and thanks for sharing.
 
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Fiery Bolganone

Ruler of Miletos
Sep 8, 2022
10
I read it some and I didn't understand some of the scientific language, but this is a study of animals, not people, and it doesn't seem to discuss an emergency situation- it appears unlikely that takingt vitamin C could help in an emergency like this, for emthylene blue it needs to go in liquid form right into the veins. I wish you well in finding peace, but I think the idea for vitamin c won't work, to try to reverse things a person would have to call 911 and then they would do intravenous methylene blue. I really hope you can find peace, and thanks for sharing.
When it comes to comparing methylene blue and ascorbic acid (Vitamin C) methylene blue will be the one on top. Regardless, ascorbic acid reduces methemoglobin levels caused by SN poisoning, making it a treatment for cyanosis, and symptoms of SN. So yeah it's best to stay away from vitamin C for this method.
 
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purplehearted

SN re ordered! 🥲
Nov 21, 2022
116
I hope you find your peace, OP. Looking forward be joining you soon💜
 
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juraviel

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Aug 11, 2021
414
vit c isn't gonna do anything. intravenously administered maybe but capsules? no chance it can do anything in time. methylene blue can be readily bought online btw if that's something you want to have just in case. although i guess in your case it's too late for that. good luck in whatever you decide to do
 
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Fiery Bolganone

Ruler of Miletos
Sep 8, 2022
10
200mg of Beta blocker ready to be dissolved! AAAHHH THIS IS SO WEIRD I- 💀🤚 20221221 043711
 
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Wunderkind

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Nov 25, 2022
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I wish you good luck and an easy journey!
 
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Jadzia

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May 8, 2019
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Good luck ❤️
 
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Fiery Bolganone

Ruler of Miletos
Sep 8, 2022
10
I hope you find your peace, OP. Looking forward be joining you soon💜
Thanks <3 I also hope you're able to get everything you need to get peace!!
Good luck ❤️
Good luck to you too! 💞💞
I wish you good luck and an easy journey!
Thank you 🥺 I wish good luck to you too!
Hope you find your peace. RIP
Hoping for you to find yours too! <33
I DRANK IT I DID IT!!
It was like drinking ocean water :^
200mg of prop-an-olol with 21grams of SN on 50ml of water.
Feeling woozy at the moment. I recommend taking benzos with this cuz woooohh!! This is weird
 
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SN re ordered! 🥲
Nov 21, 2022
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Thanks <3 I also hope you're able to get everything you need to get peace!!

Good luck to you too! 💞💞

Thank you 🥺 I wish good luck to you too!

Hoping for you to find yours too! <33
I DRANK IT I DID IT!!
It was like drinking ocean water :^
200mg of prop-an-olol with 21grams of SN on 50ml of water.
Feeling woozy at the moment. I recommend taking benzos with this cuz woooohh!! This is weird
Aw i'm glad you're not feeling pain, i'm so happy for you. Enjoy the high, guess i'll be taking benzos too😂💜
 
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See you on the Other Side.
 
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Feb 6, 2020
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I hope you find peace 💗
 
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Jadzia

Name is from Star Trek. I'm not from E. Europe
May 8, 2019
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I DRANK IT I DID IT!!
It was like drinking ocean water :^
200mg of prop-an-olol with 21grams of SN on 50ml of water.
Feeling woozy at the moment. I recommend taking benzos with this cuz woooohh!! This is weird
I hope you have found peace ❤️
 
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Mofreeko

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Apr 7, 2019
478
I hope it took you swiftly.
 
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Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
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After reading about recent previous failed attempts from other members, I hope this one works out for you. Other than not knowing if you've prepared a 2nd glass if in case you vomit out the 1st one, it looks like you've done all the right things (keeping Vitamin C around if in case you change your mind is smart).
 
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aforestfire

"for truly, i am no longer a part of the world."
Dec 17, 2022
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for you to find yours too! <33
I DRANK IT I DID IT!!
It was like drinking ocean water :^
200mg of prop-an-olol with 21grams of SN on 50ml of water.
Feeling woozy at the moment. I recommend taking benzos with this cuz woooohh!! This is weird
i wish to you the most smooth journey ever. see you on the other side.
 
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donealready

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Dec 6, 2022
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Wishing you peace.
 
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Dec 1, 2022
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RIP. I hope you have found your peace now
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I hope you have a peaceful journey and find freedom.
 
Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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jessisme

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Dec 3, 2022
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Hope this works and that your passing is peaceful. Keep us updated if you somehow make it through.
 

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