Venting 100+ job applications later, and i'm ready to give up.

[olvidame]

Never worked a day in my life. I've applied many times before but didn't really care as much when i didn't get a call back or interview. But now, i have a girlfriend for the first time in my life who's financially unstable and i have no way of helping her or myself because the universe seems to enjoy sabotaging me at every turn. Every job wants experience, and the "entry" level ones are flooded with overqualified applicants and people who actually need the job like me are left out to dry. I'm exhausted. I can't take this shit anymore. I'm trying to build a fucking life for myself, trying to get out of the rut of depression and nihilism i've been stuck in for so long and the world just wants to keep me rotting in it. Fuck this fucking planet, seriously.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is cruel how people suffer all through no fault of their own in this existence, I'm sorry you are going through this, it must be really tiring. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Tact]

I can tell you that there are so many others who are also in the same position as you. Labor and employment is getting harder and harder, it's nothing like it was in the past based on the data. Don't blame yourself, no matter what course you take. I hope you keep trying, I believe in your abilities.

 

[Nikitatos]

I worked my ass off for years to get trained in a new career. It was two and half years of schooling (while I was doing full-time work). I've got $80K in student loans over the age of 50 because ofit. It would have work out fine. I could have retired at 70 with a house with 200 days to practice the guitar. except................a bunch of deep state jackasses were lurking in the bushes.

They were waiting for me to turn my life around just so they could beat me back down. They took all my money, crashed my health, crashed my hobbies, destroyed all my friendships, crashed my career. It was a well-planned operation that was executed well. Evil, evil people are targeting American civilicians for life destruction programs.

The moral of the story: Effort is uselss. Deep state jackasses are just waiting to inflict more pain. You might no even been aware of them.

Any effort you put in will be undone. 5 years of bone-crushing work can be undone by one psychopth on an advanced computer in a few month.

CTB is the best option in a world controlled by evil, deep state jackasses hell bent on destroying everything you build.

 

[Pinkliquid12]

I honestly hate being jobless, almost as much as i hate having a job lol
I get up, I try to apply for some shitty jobs because I'm not qualified for much. I get absolutely no call backs or even rejection emails. I play some games or try to do something productive with my time. I don't have any money or friends so I don't do anything. I feel like a tiger pacing around in a cage. I go to bed feeling like I've accomplished nothing. I wonder why I haven't killed myself yet. Think about driving out in the middle of the night to jump off a bridge. Repeat.
I hope we find a job soon, bud.

 

[WiltingBogStar]

I honestly hate being jobless, almost as much as i hate having a job lol
I get up, I try to apply for some shitty jobs because I'm not qualified for much. I get absolutely no call backs or even rejection emails. I play some games or try to do something productive with my time. I don't have any money or friends so I don't do anything. I feel like a tiger pacing around in a cage. I go to bed feeling like I've accomplished nothing. I wonder why I haven't killed myself yet. Think about driving out in the middle of the night to jump off a bridge. Repeat.
I hope we find a job soon, bud.

Tiger pacing around in a cage? Shit, that's a perfect way of wording for my situation too and I've never even thought of it that way before!

Even now, there's a bunch of furniture at the bottom of the stairs and black marks on the walls because I've been angrily throwing shit around the house again. If I had somewhere to release all of this pent-up energy in a safe manner, I'd feel much better.

Thank you!

 

[DarknessAndDespair]

I feel you. I am trying to find work to save money to literally travel to get the holy grail as I am too afraid of using other methods. Also need to save money for burial expenses and that kind of stuff. But I am unable to get any job, and I have all the qualifications and even beyond for most of the stuff I am applying. I'm sick and tired of life. I hope you can find something decent.

 

[needthebus]

Never worked a day in my life. I've applied many times before but didn't really care as much when i didn't get a call back or interview. But now, i have a girlfriend for the first time in my life who's financially unstable and i have no way of helping her or myself because the universe seems to enjoy sabotaging me at every turn. Every job wants experience, and the "entry" level ones are flooded with overqualified applicants and people who actually need the job like me are left out to dry. I'm exhausted. I can't take this shit anymore. I'm trying to build a fucking life for myself, trying to get out of the rut of depression and nihilism i've been stuck in for so long and the world just wants to keep me rotting in it. Fuck this fucking planet, seriously.

volunteer for free at a community organization to get experience and keep applying while you do that

100+ applications isn't a lot these days. it's normal, try to not take it personally. it's nothing you are doing, play the odds and keep applying

 

[opheliaoveragain]

me fucking too. You are NOT ALONE. I've been applying to hundreds of things in and out of my city and 1/100 even respond and even then they wanna run you around with 'watch this video' 'do this questionnaire' then MAYBE they will interview you. It feels so fucking futile. Life feels futile.