Nobody cares but I will keep the count until the end. I'm a Xanax addict 30mg a day that's gonna run out of them in 10 days and then I will have grand mal seizures psychosis heart attack and stroke. Unless I ctb by train before that happens.
My whole life been shit, my physical and mental health are destroyed, broke and in endless debt, stuck without a room with mentally ill family that I hate, dropped out of society at 18. Bored of repeating my story so I won't write it again.
Never had a job girlfriend friend don't know how to do anything always been a coward. Have nothing and nobody. I should die smiling years ago only problem is being a delusional coward. Life kills me or I ctb. I'll either be dead or a vegetable either way. The end is finally here.
My whole life been shit, my physical and mental health are destroyed, broke and in endless debt, stuck without a room with mentally ill family that I hate, dropped out of society at 18. Bored of repeating my story so I won't write it again.
Never had a job girlfriend friend don't know how to do anything always been a coward. Have nothing and nobody. I should die smiling years ago only problem is being a delusional coward. Life kills me or I ctb. I'll either be dead or a vegetable either way. The end is finally here.
