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shironeko

shironeko

Misfortune incarnate
Sep 9, 2024
34
Don't think a year can bring everything I lost back to me.
And it would only be more painful.
 
ccake

ccake

Member
Apr 10, 2023
90
Yeah nevermind, 2 months after making this post I really started getting it together. Just for it to all come crashing down and for life to become significantly worse than it already was before. This is the 9th time this has happened and I think I'm ready to just call it quits. I need to make a note soon and find a reliable method. I'm dedicating my life to ending it and I really hope I will be able to actually make an attempt soon. I've been stalling for too long.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,263
i don't want anything from this evil life and evil world. what i want is to escape life and reach non-existence asap

i didn't ask to be brought into this nightmare. why would i want to condone the imposition by wanting to partake in meaningless addictions of an imposition prison slavery torture?

i don't see there being an objective reason why I should want to live another minute in this hell just to get old , to risk extreme torture to work 15 hours a day a job chores to do lists .... for what reason? for what ???????there is no objective reason

we all will die anyway so why should i prolong my suffering and work so hard every day getting old risking extreme torture? i don't see a reason. to me life is meaningless torture

in 130 years nothing will matter , every one of the 8 billion humans alive now will be dead in 130 years
 
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RiverOfLife

Student
Nov 7, 2024
101
For me I would try, I just don't know if I'd have the energy to
This! I would like to try, but I have no energy and my previous efforts to get my life together have had very limited success.
 
ccake

ccake

Member
Apr 10, 2023
90
This! I would like to try, but I have no energy and my previous efforts to get my life together have had very limited success.
yeah well you can see in my newest reply to this that i'm in an even deeper hole now lol, maybe giving it 1 more time but im not sure. i might ctb at disney land soon
 
broken_stoic

broken_stoic

Member
Aug 21, 2024
50
I spent the past 10-12 years putting my life back together, then it all came apart. Don't have it in my to do it again. If I only had to go through 5-7 months with an assured outcome that life would be great? That would barely register as a cost to me, would do that in a heartbeat.
 
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ccake

ccake

Member
Apr 10, 2023
90
I spent the past 10-12 years putting my life back together, then it all came apart. Don't have it in my to do it again. If I only had to go through 5-7 months with an assured outcome that life would be great? That would barely register as a cost to me, would do that in a heartbeat.
exactly what happens to me every time
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
633
Ctb. Tbh i've never been one to put a lot of effort into anything. Besides, the world is going to shit anyway - why stick around?
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,156
I'm old enough to have learned that, at least for me, the moments of happiness help make up for the moments of misery, so I would absolutely LOVE to get my shit together and spend what little life I have left being happy.

I'm trying several different things to try and "buffer" myself from the bad so I don't drop so far down the hole when it happens. You guys have made it possible for me to do this because y'all don't judge me, or try to fix me like a therapist has always done. You just hold my hand and support me. And I love you all more than you know for that. Please know that if I can help any one of you guys even half as much as you have helped me, all you have to do is ask. I'll hold your hand as long as you need me to. 🥰
 

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