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meltskelt

meltskelt

who?
Aug 11, 2023
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I have 1 month left until the date I've planned to ctb. It is scary how time flies... But even if I change my mind, for now I'm feeling so weird.
People don't know I'm going to die, they don't believe me, so if I stick to the plan what are they gonna think?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in whatever you decide.
 
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platypus77

platypus77

Experienced
Dec 11, 2024
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I have 1 month left until the date I've planned to ctb. It is scary how time flies... But even if I change my mind, for now I'm feeling so weird.
People don't know I'm going to die, they don't believe me, so if I stick to the plan what are they gonna think?
As I backed out of my plan last week I know the feeling, but my situation is different I have two failed attempts already (20 years ago). But I know the first sign I might display, people will enter DEFCON 1.
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
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Well, I don't know exactly what would happen if you stick to the plan. As long as you don't show them evidence that you are going to ctb I don't think this world will believe anything since they just want to assume everything is fine. But I wish you good luck and hope you find peace soon to escape from this suffering.
 
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Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope
Sep 8, 2024
111
2090 days left for me, time is going to fucking slow I may change the date
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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If they don't believe you, maybe they will think they should've listened? That they could've changed something? Hope you find your peace, time does fly indeed, and I can understand your feelings of weirdness as the time comes. All the best to you.
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
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As I backed out of my plan last week I know the feeling, but my situation is different I have two failed attempts already (20 years ago). But I know the first sign I might display, people will enter DEFCON 1.
What is DEFCON 1?
 
platypus77

platypus77

Experienced
Dec 11, 2024
277
What is DEFCON 1?
The defense readiness condition (DEFCON) is an alert state used by the United States Armed Force.

1 - Nuclear war is imminent or has already begun.

Basically, the end of the world has begun.
 
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