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toomuchgrief

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Sep 15, 2019
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Hi, I need help with method 1 or 2, my goal is to die, make sure I be dead.

1. This is my ideal choice, but it will take me to buy an airplane ticket back to my homeland country to do it. Money is not a problem, travel fine with me.
I have a 1,800 something feet bridge with nothing below except rocks. I would love to go at terminal velocity straight down the bottom.
It ideal because I always wanted to jump at least 2,000 feet. But I don't think it make a difference between 1,800 feet or 2,000 feet as (1,500 feet is terminal velocity).

2. This I don't need to travel. Easier for me too, and I get to drive my own car to the destination. And plus side it in the middle of no where.
But this bridge it only 800 feet. NOT my ideal height at all. But it in the middle of now where, it even have coyote there. When coyotes hungry they go up to the bridge to look for food. I know, because I been to this bridge before. It just it NOT my ideal height, since 800 feet is ridiculous low height for me.

So I need to add in another method to make sure. Since it my OWN car I get to put anything in my car and not have to worry, I will put a handgun in there. Drive to the destination late evening/night and plunge.
.......
Ofcourse I will load the bullets in my car first, and then go to the bridge and jump with the handgun in my hand. As I free fall down (it will take me like 7 seconds to hit the bottom), I will point the handgun to my head and BLAST my skull.
I hope the bullet enough to put a hole in my head and kill me/or at least blood pour out of my brain, then like 4-5 seconds later I hit rock bottom of the bridge.
So this will make sure I be dead even at 800 feet plunge.

arggg, hard to pick, my ideal is still the 2,000 feet plunge though.

Which one you chose?

eta: Well, now think about it, I will aim at my chest/heart, chest area it alot wider than the head. I just aim at my chest and pull the triggers until all the bullets are out.
But then 15 bullets in a hangun, and 7 seconds to hit the rocks bottom below, I guess we'll see which one hit me first. Well but then I only need 1 bullet to do the job if it hit.
 
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Hi, I need help with method 1 or 2, my goal is to die, make sure I be dead.

1. This is my ideal choice, but it will take me to buy an airplane ticket back to my homeland to do it. Money is not a problem, travel fine with me.
I have a 1,800 something feet bridge with nothing below except rocks. I would love to go at terminal velocity straight down the bottom.
It ideal because I always wanted to jump at least 2,000 feet. But I don't think it make a difference between 1,800 feet or 2,000 feet as (1,500 feet is terminal velocity).

2. This I don't need to travel. Easier for me too, and I get to drive my own car to the destination. And plus side it in the middle of no where.
But this bridge it only 800 feet. NOT my ideal height at all. But it in the middle of now where, it even coyotes there. When they hungry they go up to the bridge to look for food. NOT my ideal height, since 800 feet is ridiculous low height for me.

So I need to add in another method to make sure. Since it my OWN car I get to put anything in my car and not have to worry, I will put a handgun in there. Drive to the destination late evening/night and plunge.
.......
Ofcourse I will load the bullet in my car first and then go to the bridge and jump with the handgun in my hand. As I free fall down (it will take me like 7 seconds to hit the bottom), I will point the handgun to my head and BLAST my skull.
I hope the bullet enough to put a hole in my head and kill me/or at least blood pour out of my brain, then like 4-5 seconds later I hit the bottom of the bridge.
So this will make sure I be dead even at 800 feet plunge.

arggg, hard to pick, my ideal is still the 2,000 feet plunge though.

Which one you chose?

Christ, why do these kind of questions keep being asked? It's like people imagine pulling off some kind of improbable Road Runner cartoon death! :))

There is very little chance of you successfully shooting yourself in the head while falling. The timing, the aim, the air rushing past buffeting your arm, just absolutely everything is against it. This is just a ridiculous idea.

Using the firearm on its own should have a relatively high chance of success (I'm not sure of the specifics, it would depend on proper aim location, calibre of bullet etc).

Jumping isn't my area of knowledge, but I'm sure there are threads and guides which will advise on the viability of the 800 feet option.
 
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Id imagine it would be easier to shoot yourself first, then let your body fall of the bridge
 
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Neither. Jumping sounds really scary to me. Although I am not afraid of heights, I am afraid that during the freefall I might change my mind at which point it would be too late. SI is strong with me.
 
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toomuchgrief

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Well then I just have to take my change and aim the gun at my head and just fire the shots, until the bullets in there all run out, one will hit.
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If not then I aim at my heart/chest and just pull the triggers until all the bullets in the handgun gone, there usually 15 bullets in a handgun, if all aim my chest/heart and just pull the trigger till there no bullets left.
But then 15 bullets in a hangun, and 7 seconds to hit the rocks bottom below, I guess we'll see which one hit me first. Well but then I only need 1 bullet to do the job if it hit.



Id imagine it would be easier to shoot yourself first, then let your body fall of the bridge

mann... I think about that, but then I worry my body will fall back into the bridge (instead of fall off the bridge), and then those pack of hungry coyotes will come and eat me, since this bridge is in the middle of no where. I been there before, I saw coyote on the bridge last time I was there, so I know they there.
My goal is to fall off the bridge, not fall back on the bridge.
 
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Well then I just have to take my change and aim the gun at my head and just fire the shots, until the bullets in there all run out, one will hit.
....
If not then I aim at my heart/chest and just pull the triggers until all the bullets in the handgun gone, there usually 7 bullets in a handgun, if all aim my chest/heart and just pull the trigger till there no bullets left.
But then 7 bullets in a hangun, and 7 seconds to hit the rocks bottom below, I guess we'll see which one hit me first. Well but then I only need 1 bullet to do the job if it hit.

mann... I think about that, but then I worry my body will fall back into the bridge (instead of fall off the bridge), and then those pack of hungry coyotes will come and eat me, since this bridge is in the middle of no where. I been there before, I saw coyote on the bridge before, so I know they there.

You still seem to think that real-world physics is some kind of cartoon?!

If you can't successfully shoot and hit your own head with the first bullet, then you probably aren't coordinated or functioning enough to be driving a car in the first place. Or even posting on this forum...?
 
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Are you absouteley sure that's what you want though? Have you exhausted all your other options to be happy in life?
 
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Here are the issues I see with shooting yourself several times in the chest.

First, chest shots are not reliably fatal.

Second, the first shot is going to hurt like a motherfucker, and your body is going to spasm, so unless you have something that straps your hand and the gun to your chest, you're going to drop the gun or flail around or something. I just don't see how you're going to squeeze off multiple shots. Better to strap the gun to your hand and both to your head.

As far as choosing which, choose the one that makes you happiest. You seem really happy about the prospect of jumping. Not my thing, but hey, if one can be happy in dying, like while getting laid, and it doesn't hurt anyone else like the train method, hooray.
 
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toomuchgrief

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Well I'm in USA, and I own a tactical shotgun. I bought it last time at $1,000 USD. This shotgun that this Shuaiby guy use, where in the video he literally blast his whole head into pieces.
Money is not a problem, if I can buy a $1,000 shotgun, I can buy a handgun EASILY, it alot cheaper oto. It just this gun is too big, I need to be sitting down like this guy in order to blast my head off.

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Second, the first shot is going to hurt like a motherfucker, and your body is going to spasm, so unless you have something that straps your hand and the gun to your chest, you're going to drop the gun or flail around or something. I just don't see how you're going to squeeze off multiple shots. Better to strap the gun to your hand and both to your head.

I was just kidding when I say fire all 15 bullets in the handgun, as I know I only need one. Reason why I say chest because it wider and it make my aim easier. The point is I want some kind of bleeding out injury before I land on the rocks below you know.
My ideal always 2,000 feet jump, it just this will take me to book an airplane ticket back to China.

Or I can use this shotgun I have and finish myself like that guy in the video. His head literally blow to pieces, so the $1,000 USD price for the gun is totally worth it.
But for some reason my guts tell me to jump, the tallest skyscraper or bridge I can find. Don't mind travel.

Which one you chose? Would you think that shotgun be enough? I just worry if I flinch you know? With jump I just let gravity do it nature pull me straight down. I don't trust gun because I know I probably flinch.
 
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Well I'm in USA, and I own a tactical shotgun. I bought it last time at $1,000 USD. This shotgun that this Shuaiby guy use, where in the video he literally blast his whole head into pieces.
Money is not a problem, if I can buy a $1,000 shotgun, I can buy a handgun EASILY. It just this gun is too big, I need to be sitting down like this guy in order to blast my head off.

I was just kidding when I say fire all 15 bullets in the handgun, as I know I only need one. Reason why I say chest because it wider and it make my aim easier. The point is I want some kind of bleeding out injury before I land on the rocks below you know.
My ideal always 2,000 feet jump, it just this will take me to book an airplane ticket back to China.

Or I can use this shotgun I have and finish myself like that guy in the video. His head literally blow to pieces, so the $1,000 USD price for the gun is totally worth it.

I'm not sure which part of shooting yourself while falling is a ridiculous idea you are having trouble understanding. When shooting at someone else, you aim for centre mass (torso) to increase likelihood of hitting. When shooting yourself, you don't need to worry about these considerations. And if you put yourself into a ridiculous scenario where such considerations are relevant (i.e. while plummeting from a bridge!), then you are setting yourself up for failure.

First you said you already own the shotgun, then you said the $1,000 price for the shotgun is 'totally worth it', implying you don't yet own it? Either you are trolling, or there is a serious problem with either your English or your brain.
 
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The point is I want some kind of bleeding out injury before I land on the rocks below you know

Bleeding out in seconds?

Which one you chose?

None.

I choose to exit this thread. With every post, it feels more and more like a troll thread, or like you're on some really good drugs or something. So I'ma stop here before I start posting memes and smart ass comments and get warned over something that's not even remotely worth it. Take care.
 
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You still seem to think that real-world physics is some kind of cartoon?!

If you can't successfully shoot and hit your own head with the first bullet, then you probably aren't coordinated or functioning enough to be driving a car in the first place. Or even posting on this forum...?

I'm new here, but I've come across many of your posts, and the vast majority of them are very unplesant. I admit that they are informative, but it seems that you have no regard for the feelings of the users. And I know that this is not the first criticism you hear here.

Your posts clearly look like mockery and attacks. Have you ever considered thinking about respecting feelings that are not yours? Or even think before posting something?

Thanks.

- fran.
 
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I'm new here, but I've come across many of your posts, and the vast majority of them are very unplesant. I admit that they are informative, but it seems that you have no regard for the feelings of the users. And I know that this is not the first criticism you hear here.

Your posts clearly look like mockery and attacks. Have you ever considered thinking about respecting feelings that are not yours? Or even think before posting something?

Thanks.

- fran.

That is fine. Doesn't bother me. Maybe that person is unhappy with his/herself therefore attack others will make he feel better.

There is an IGNORE button. I already add that person to my ignore list since their first post.

This is a suicide forum, my post is I ask about my suicide method, if they don't like my post then don't comment, simple as that.

Thank you though FranCanSee for your kind words.
 
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Christ, why do these kind of questions keep being asked? It's like people imagine pulling off some kind of improbable Road Runner cartoon death! :))

Wow 800ft we have a lot of people doing the road runner impression at Beachy Head, sorry only 535ft but not many are around to tell there tale.

ROAD RUNNER
 
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This user seems to be lost. Remember that not all SS users have English as their first language.

@toomuchgrief , have you been able to read the Resource Compilation pinned on this forum? If you are having problems with English, try using a translator. I hope this is useful.

Sending hugs to you. :hug:
 
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This user seems to be lost. Remember that not all SS users have English as their first language.

If you are having problems with English, try using a translator. I hope this is useful.

Sending hugs to you.

Thank you. I speak Mandarin, Cantonese, Tagalog. And then English. So my 3/4 language.

Thank you, you very nice.
 
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Bang and then fall. Not fall and then bang.
 
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toomuchgrief

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Bang and then fall. Not fall and then bang.

But if you on the bridge and bang, does it 100% guarantee that you will fall off the bridge, and not fall back on the bridge? Last thing I want is I fall back on the bridge and lay there and help comes.
 
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It's interesting how people are on here for months and continuously ask different variations of the same question.
 
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Ok, lean, bang, and then fall. Any position where you are having to actively maintain your position by force or you will fall off will result in a fall when the force is released. If you have skydive, you will find falling and aiming a gun would be extremely difficult.

also, buying a $1000 shotgun is the most insane thing I've read today.
 
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Shoot into the sky and try and kill God as you fall.
 
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well it one of those new guns and it double barrel, so yeah. And it brand new from the box too.

a DP-12 shotgun cost even more, $1,500 the brand new one.
 
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This user seems to be lost. Remember that not all SS users have English as their first language.
Good point.

Dear people who speak English, many countries do not have easy access to education and the English language. And that obviously makes them have frequent doubts and difficulties to learn/understand.
 
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Well then I just have to take my change and aim the gun at my head and just fire the shots, until the bullets in there all run out, one will hit.
....
If not then I aim at my heart/chest and just pull the triggers until all the bullets in the handgun gone, there usually 15 bullets in a handgun, if all aim my chest/heart and just pull the trigger till there no bullets left.
But then 15 bullets in a hangun, and 7 seconds to hit the rocks bottom below, I guess we'll see which one hit me first. Well but then I only need 1 bullet to do the job if it hit.





mann... I think about that, but then I worry my body will fall back into the bridge (instead of fall off the bridge), and then those pack of hungry coyotes will come and eat me, since this bridge is in the middle of no where. I been there before, I saw coyote on the bridge last time I was there, so I know they there.
My goal is to fall off the bridge, not fall back on the bridge.

Remember to "lead" the target, since it's moving. You should also take into account deflection of the bullets by the windstream as you plunge. With good aim you might be able to take out some coyotes on the way down.
 
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Good point.

Dear people who speak English, many countries do not have easy access to education and the English language. And that obviously makes them have frequent doubts and difficulties to learn/understand.

I thought about it because I remembered when I was a new member here and made some mistakes that left my topics confusing for some users...

It would be generous and elegant for people to consider thinking about it.
 
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Hi, I need help with method 1 or 2, my goal is to die, make sure I be dead.

1. This is my ideal choice, but it will take me to buy an airplane ticket back to my homeland country to do it. Money is not a problem, travel fine with me.
I have a 1,800 something feet bridge with nothing below except rocks. I would love to go at terminal velocity straight down the bottom.
It ideal because I always wanted to jump at least 2,000 feet. But I don't think it make a difference between 1,800 feet or 2,000 feet as (1,500 feet is terminal velocity).

2. This I don't need to travel. Easier for me too, and I get to drive my own car to the destination. And plus side it in the middle of no where.
But this bridge it only 800 feet. NOT my ideal height at all. But it in the middle of now where, it even have coyote there. When coyotes hungry they go up to the bridge to look for food. I know, because I been to this bridge before. It just it NOT my ideal height, since 800 feet is ridiculous low height for me.

So I need to add in another method to make sure. Since it my OWN car I get to put anything in my car and not have to worry, I will put a handgun in there. Drive to the destination late evening/night and plunge.
.......
Ofcourse I will load the bullets in my car first, and then go to the bridge and jump with the handgun in my hand. As I free fall down (it will take me like 7 seconds to hit the bottom), I will point the handgun to my head and BLAST my skull.
I hope the bullet enough to put a hole in my head and kill me/or at least blood pour out of my brain, then like 4-5 seconds later I hit rock bottom of the bridge.
So this will make sure I be dead even at 800 feet plunge.

arggg, hard to pick, my ideal is still the 2,000 feet plunge though.

Which one you chose?

eta: Well, now think about it, I will aim at my chest/heart, chest area it alot wider than the head. I just aim at my chest and pull the triggers until all the bullets are out.
But then 15 bullets in a hangun, and 7 seconds to hit the rocks bottom below, I guess we'll see which one hit me first. Well but then I only need 1 bullet to do the job if it hit.
You could still survive a gun to head CTB, more people have had this happen then you may think alot of factors are involved just saying
 
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I thought about it because I remembered when I was a new member here and made some mistakes that left my topics confusing for some users...

It would be generous and elegant for people to consider thinking about it.

I don't think that is the main issue here, but you make a good point.
 
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I don't think that is the main issue here, but you make a good point.

Gratitude, but if it is not a nuisance, could you explain why? Many users here were not respectful of the feelings of the user who posted this topic, who, due to not having his first language as English, made mistakes that were not understood by others. This is sad, and should be understood. Reading this kind of thing is not cool, it hurts people. I didn't know that this forum was a place for attacks. This makes me very sad.
 
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