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toomuchgrief
a grieving mother
- Sep 15, 2019
- 401
Hi, I need help with method 1 or 2, my goal is to die, make sure I be dead.
1. This is my ideal choice, but it will take me to buy an airplane ticket back to my homeland country to do it. Money is not a problem, travel fine with me.
I have a 1,800 something feet bridge with nothing below except rocks. I would love to go at terminal velocity straight down the bottom.
It ideal because I always wanted to jump at least 2,000 feet. But I don't think it make a difference between 1,800 feet or 2,000 feet as (1,500 feet is terminal velocity).
2. This I don't need to travel. Easier for me too, and I get to drive my own car to the destination. And plus side it in the middle of no where.
But this bridge it only 800 feet. NOT my ideal height at all. But it in the middle of now where, it even have coyote there. When coyotes hungry they go up to the bridge to look for food. I know, because I been to this bridge before. It just it NOT my ideal height, since 800 feet is ridiculous low height for me.
So I need to add in another method to make sure. Since it my OWN car I get to put anything in my car and not have to worry, I will put a handgun in there. Drive to the destination late evening/night and plunge.
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Ofcourse I will load the bullets in my car first, and then go to the bridge and jump with the handgun in my hand. As I free fall down (it will take me like 7 seconds to hit the bottom), I will point the handgun to my head and BLAST my skull.
I hope the bullet enough to put a hole in my head and kill me/or at least blood pour out of my brain, then like 4-5 seconds later I hit rock bottom of the bridge.
So this will make sure I be dead even at 800 feet plunge.
arggg, hard to pick, my ideal is still the 2,000 feet plunge though.
Which one you chose?
eta: Well, now think about it, I will aim at my chest/heart, chest area it alot wider than the head. I just aim at my chest and pull the triggers until all the bullets are out.
But then 15 bullets in a hangun, and 7 seconds to hit the rocks bottom below, I guess we'll see which one hit me first. Well but then I only need 1 bullet to do the job if it hit.
1. This is my ideal choice, but it will take me to buy an airplane ticket back to my homeland country to do it. Money is not a problem, travel fine with me.
I have a 1,800 something feet bridge with nothing below except rocks. I would love to go at terminal velocity straight down the bottom.
It ideal because I always wanted to jump at least 2,000 feet. But I don't think it make a difference between 1,800 feet or 2,000 feet as (1,500 feet is terminal velocity).
2. This I don't need to travel. Easier for me too, and I get to drive my own car to the destination. And plus side it in the middle of no where.
But this bridge it only 800 feet. NOT my ideal height at all. But it in the middle of now where, it even have coyote there. When coyotes hungry they go up to the bridge to look for food. I know, because I been to this bridge before. It just it NOT my ideal height, since 800 feet is ridiculous low height for me.
So I need to add in another method to make sure. Since it my OWN car I get to put anything in my car and not have to worry, I will put a handgun in there. Drive to the destination late evening/night and plunge.
.......
Ofcourse I will load the bullets in my car first, and then go to the bridge and jump with the handgun in my hand. As I free fall down (it will take me like 7 seconds to hit the bottom), I will point the handgun to my head and BLAST my skull.
I hope the bullet enough to put a hole in my head and kill me/or at least blood pour out of my brain, then like 4-5 seconds later I hit rock bottom of the bridge.
So this will make sure I be dead even at 800 feet plunge.
arggg, hard to pick, my ideal is still the 2,000 feet plunge though.
Which one you chose?
eta: Well, now think about it, I will aim at my chest/heart, chest area it alot wider than the head. I just aim at my chest and pull the triggers until all the bullets are out.
But then 15 bullets in a hangun, and 7 seconds to hit the rocks bottom below, I guess we'll see which one hit me first. Well but then I only need 1 bullet to do the job if it hit.
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