Neither choice, but if I was forced to pick, I'd go with $1,000,000 because at least I have access to many different vices of life in which I would never get a chance to otherwise. Plus, with that amount of money, I could always buy sex or indulge in fetishes and porn, and with whatever money left, I would have more than enough to get the methods (including backup methods) to ctb afterwards.
I don't choose the most perfect partner because of my social experiences often resulting in negative outcomes, broken relationships, hurt hearts and what not. Plus, I'm more of a solitary person than a social butterfly.