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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Dream
Venting Pain no end
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1
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353
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
S
Venting I don't see any chance of improvement in my life, I feel like a burden but I can't kill myself
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2
Views
665
sla_porra22
S
T
Rodenticide
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3
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419
tbh2023
T
GoodPersonEffed
Resource PROOF! - VOMITING HAS *NOT* BEEN REPORTED ON THE FORUM AS A CAUSE OF SN FAILURE
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116
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37K
sevennn
sevennn
C
Failure
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4
Views
668
sevennn
sevennn
Abyssal
My SN just arrived and I think I regret it
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15
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2K
Guiltybyproxy
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painfuleternity
Help Question about SN [potentially stupid question]
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3
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666
regular john
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F
i self harmed, and hopefully i will bleed to death now, im also going to chop my fingers one by one
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5
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928
CatLvr
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R
how to check sn purity and how to prepair sn drink
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0
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239
regular john
R
GoSan1
It arrived, it actually did.
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15
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2K
regular john
R
HenryHenriksen_6E
Help Suddenly can't make myself pass out.
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5
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1K
HenryHenriksen_6E
HenryHenriksen_6E
overidk
  • Question
Surviving a suicide attempt, what was it like?
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40
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3K
xtra_cheesecurds
xtra_cheesecurds
Willowherb
Venting I can’t do it
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0
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293
Willowherb
Willowherb
LongLegs24
Help Good locations for full suspension hanging?
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3
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1K
cali22♡
cali22♡
Toxinebulaic
Discussion What was your biggest mistake?
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29
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1K
_RustyLeaf321
_RustyLeaf321
J
Has anyone else finding that logic is saving you at the moment?
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21
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1K
cali22♡
cali22♡
H
Help Got my SN today.
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1
Views
569
cali22♡
cali22♡
E
Discussion What is an attempt?
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5
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803
Emeralds
Emeralds
lilibunnyy
I once posted here on how im a pussy to do it and i was going to focus on being able to live. But ive changed my mind.Imma focus on having courage to
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0
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262
lilibunnyy
lilibunnyy
H
Discussion Finding methods
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12
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1K
Alcoholic Teletubby
Alcoholic Teletubby
W
Is SN worth it if you know you’ll vomit?
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6
Views
941
affirmatice
A
endless-void
Venting I am sickened with myself
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1
Views
523
MyTimeIsUp
M
F
SN availability in Spain
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0
Views
389
frustratedandfedup
F
pilotviolin
will propanolol reduce SI for jumping/hanging?
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5
Views
731
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
cet
Discussion Feelings before ctb
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2
Views
583
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
N
Years ago assisted suicide was my primary goal when it comes to suicide - but it has changed
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2
Views
691
Praestat_Mori
P
W
How do you kill yourself with an retractable umbrella in urgent case
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6
Views
612
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
B
Venting felt alive for a second for it all to just be taken away again
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0
Views
399
beenheredonethat
B
KillingPain267
Venting What do you know about Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT)?
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11
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1K
idkplshelp
idkplshelp
aureliaaurit
Venting whats the point anymore?
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8
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1K
aureliaaurit
aureliaaurit
P
Help I took to much Tavor
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9
Views
702
tbh2023
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D
ctb with a .22 pistol
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16
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2K
L'absent
L'absent
F
Discussion Suicide is my retirement plan.
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17
Views
1K
Roadrunner
Roadrunner
A
Method no one can say i didn't try.
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2
Views
600
maniac116
maniac116
S
Venting My thread for venting and general thoughts
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0
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229
stimulation
S
N
If painpills could ease my mental and existential pain....
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1
Views
516
noname223
N
AnonymousL
Venting Financial struggles
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6
Views
462
Kassender
Kassender
P
It hurts so much I'm feeling impulsive I think I want to just do it now but I'm scared and I don't know how
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2
Views
425
maniac116
maniac116
RosebyAnyName
Found a survival forum thread from 2012 about the sodium nitrite ban
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3
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1K
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
bananemitmilch
  • Question
Method Hilfe bei der Suche eines hohen Ortes zum Sprung
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4
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1K
_Minsk
_Minsk
oysa
Help trying to get antiemetics - metoclopramide
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4
Views
714
Tuonetar_
Tuonetar_
A
One thing that gives me peace
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7
Views
906
Roadrunner
Roadrunner
supergold#2
Venting i want so badly to be gentle and soft and kind, so why am i so full of hate?
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7
Views
951
justwannadip
justwannadip
Awesomefoid67
Discussion Have you attempted CTB before? If so, how many times and with what method/methods?
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3
Views
618
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Neverfeltdeader
Need help ctb.
Replies
1
Views
554
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
obei
Method Can perscription sleeping pills kill me?
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10
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2K
Flippintogo
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F
Venting cant take this shit anymore i cant my family doesnt give a shit about me i dont fucking know anymore, im gonna ctb in public
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2
Views
415
kavina
K
D
I have nothing to live for or look forward to
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15
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2K
VoidedExistence
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N
If I identified as an organ donor, wouldn’t and shouldn’t some desperate family in need of an organ donor be able to connect with me?
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5
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573
Forever Sleep
F
D
brilliant easy method
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14
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1K
davidbrick
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