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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
NiveusAnima
Venting I fuckin hate being lonely
Replies
8
Views
1K
Still here
S
Droso
Discussion What would you like to find after you CTB?
Replies
45
Views
3K
Save_Me_Mind
Save_Me_Mind
Anne Alias
Venting Desire to be loved
Replies
5
Views
903
cciro
cciro
I
Discussion Why am I (are we?) like this?
Replies
4
Views
487
Forever Sleep
F
tpboy
Accidental life insurance is pretty affordable
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3
Views
389
Zhoutongwei
Z
C
Airtight container for SN
Replies
4
Views
607
anonymous2025
anonymous2025
FadingSnowFake
Venting Life is just one big nightmare
Replies
12
Views
830
LetMeOut67
LetMeOut67
P
Experience with Kik
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0
Views
395
pointlessliving
P
LostLily
Getting censored on other sites
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3
Views
646
darksouls
darksouls
eggsausagerice
Venting I feel guilty that my friends and siblings sad, but their lives are fundamentally different from mine
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2
Views
786
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
R
Where can I buy a powerful, injected local anaesthetic? Not to kill myself with.
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1
Views
462
LastNite
LastNite
wtfislife
Darknet
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2
Views
563
wtfislife
wtfislife
technicallyAlive
Do you want to be remembered when your gone?
Replies
45
Views
3K
everosity
everosity
eggsausagerice
how to NOT get brain damage from hanging
Replies
13
Views
2K
Anne Alias
Anne Alias
IndictEvolution
  • Locked
Pulse oximeter reading after taking 600mg of SN
Replies
12
Views
3K
The Morningstar
The Morningstar
S
Story Just a quote that I love by Friday Kahlo....
Replies
0
Views
283
Sad Bear
S
P
Would this gym be okay for full suspension hanging?
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1
Views
366
evanescent_eva
evanescent_eva
kcon1243
Online pharmacies in less restrictive countries that ship worldwide?
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4
Views
687
kcon1243
kcon1243
Caribbean Sky
would sn fit in a 3x5 box?
Replies
1
Views
448
anonymous2025
anonymous2025
22yearsbroken
Venting Tired of being used for support
Replies
12
Views
1K
notreallybored
N
FuneralCry
Wanting to die shouldn’t be a crime
Replies
10
Views
1K
RoseGirl
RoseGirl
qualityOV3Rquantity
Help Is toaster bath a legit method?
Replies
3
Views
926
Phosphate mate
Phosphate mate
A
I have my SN ready
Replies
8
Views
965
AnoAno3
A
Martymcflyismydog
Romanticizing suicide
Replies
15
Views
888
JesiBel
JesiBel
G
This is going to be my last year on earth.
Replies
4
Views
612
iplayedmyself
I
T
the creepiest thing in this world is mental illness , not supernatural phenomena.
Replies
2
Views
487
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
WishfulNeanderthal
Help Antiemetic, Propiomazine and Hydroxyzine
Replies
2
Views
349
WishfulNeanderthal
WishfulNeanderthal
nyctophilic
Venting I can't romanticise it anymore
Replies
1
Views
587
getoutgirl
getoutgirl
EmpressDean
Help Bath drowning?
Replies
5
Views
998
Silver1
S
bogdan_ctb
Story My journey to CTB
Replies
36
Views
4K
ToANewWorld
T
DimaD
Dose of Antiemetics
Replies
1
Views
334
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
other-ghost
Venting Maybe i'm bad at "surviving"
Replies
1
Views
559
sad_delulu
sad_delulu
FireFox
The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world suicidal people are selfish
Replies
7
Views
883
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
A
Method Thoughts on my plan?
Replies
12
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
M
Suicide by dehydration?
Replies
23
Views
1K
hao☆
hao☆
geno88
Story Estou completamente alienado nesse mundo
Replies
4
Views
883
geno88
geno88
FeatheredCrab
Venting After a decade, my childhood cat died.
Replies
7
Views
736
LetMeOut67
LetMeOut67
X
Discussion their "difficult" is a different "difficult" that ours/mine
Replies
2
Views
520
Mors.Mors.Mors
Mors.Mors.Mors
leandra
My SN went to the UK???
Replies
1
Views
954
spacechild
S
Enigma25
The universe doesn’t want me to have a dog
Replies
17
Views
2K
Hollowman
H
Darkover
Venting The person who pays the consequences is not the one who made the decision
Replies
4
Views
1K
J&L383
J
Confront4283
Venting Ever since my partner left a year ago, I’ve wanted to die. I’m getting very close.
Replies
4
Views
805
CynicalCyanide
C
J
Venting getting this job would save my life.
Replies
5
Views
444
CynicalCyanide
C
Polyxo
Why why why does CTB hurt the ones we love
Replies
9
Views
712
easypeasy
easypeasy
W
How often do you think about it?
Replies
10
Views
677
GhostInTheMachine
GhostInTheMachine
SadCryingBunny
O2 Meter
Replies
3
Views
410
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
eggsausagerice
  • Solved
rope shopping?
Replies
7
Views
1K
AreWeWinning
AreWeWinning
DimaD
Help with antiemetics for SN
Replies
0
Views
416
DimaD
DimaD
flutebloom
Posting every day until I kill myself
Replies
2
Views
578
Griever
Griever
M
Wanting to commit suicide due to boredom?
Replies
8
Views
763
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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