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Suicide Discussion

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It'sFine
October 6th? or the 7th? or the 8th? or in between?
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4
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358
It'sFine
It'sFine
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  • Poll
Discussion Do you think your family/ loved ones might blame this forum in the event of you CTB? Poll
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42
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3K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
M
Help How do you deal with chronic pain?
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2
Views
404
darksouls
darksouls
Y
My mother is a senile scumbag and I want to die
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5
Views
497
yellow_butterfly
Y
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Wish I could kill myself right now
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5
Views
595
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sakura.
I suffer so much... And all my suffering is in vain...
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2
Views
337
darksouls
darksouls
C
Venting A few months ago I attempted but it failed
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5
Views
914
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
W
Discussion What ACTUALLY happens after suicide?
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3
Views
647
WoodenHoe
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W
  • Question
Help Can I take Caffeine before CTB with SN?
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0
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212
Why was I born
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P
A daydream is making life seem unliveable and meaningless.
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1
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421
Renato
Renato
AgniFirePunch
Discussion Death Tourism
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1
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430
darksouls
darksouls
Beavisandbutthead
Sudden impulses
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5
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343
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
L
Would the bullet exit my skull if I have a bulletproof layer and concrete flooring opposite the point of entry?
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7
Views
409
Life'sA6itch
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dontletthembribeyou
Too ashamed to commit
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2
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374
AgniFirePunch
AgniFirePunch
J
Help need to go to the hospital
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2
Views
369
darksouls
darksouls
U
Got ghosted by a friend of ten months and want to die
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11
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738
_chud_
_chud_
M
Method Jumping
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4
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1K
DivineSpark
DivineSpark
suicidal jirai
Help Preperation
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5
Views
725
darksouls
darksouls
ykoizy
CTB//suicide by self harm
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10
Views
879
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
C
Syncope
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0
Views
197
cosmic-realism
C
C
Method strips of adhesive medical tape on the nose and mouth
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0
Views
504
curiousbeing
C
MiMif
Venting Most relatable thing I've ever seen
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1
Views
330
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
Meimi18
Do they contact your parents if you get caught during an attempt?
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1
Views
344
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
QuincyME
Running in front of a semi
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0
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196
QuincyME
QuincyME
I
Planning to end it next week
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7
Views
904
holyhorse
holyhorse
W
Help Is there anyone that I could talk to? Long vent
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5
Views
582
wontachievehappines
W
TheLastGreySky
Venting I never thought I would love this long and now I don't know what to do
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3
Views
668
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
lwovely
Venting I hate how my ex publicly posts about me
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13
Views
1K
It'sFine
It'sFine
Darkover
Venting Darkover venting thread
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47
Views
6K
Darkover
Darkover
Unrecognizable7
Where to turn to
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0
Views
277
Unrecognizable7
Unrecognizable7
............
Help Ctb by jumping in Germany
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6
Views
964
It'sFine
It'sFine
Alek1=
Is it possible to use suicide to provide financial help?
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1
Views
211
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
J
What Changed Me...
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1
Views
600
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
FreedomElsewhere
Venting Breaking Point
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1
Views
599
Novaaa
Novaaa
K
They tell me that when you fall from the 19th floor, you turn into mush
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23
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2K
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
black money boys
  • Question
Help how to utilize door for full suspension hanging?
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3
Views
435
SpinandPainr
SpinandPainr
RibbonAmia
Story I like this website (sorta appreciation post?)
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3
Views
544
SpinandPainr
SpinandPainr
gothbird
What’s your quietest goodbye?
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38
Views
3K
Bad Karma
Bad Karma
ravenx
I have the setup of my dead ready
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1
Views
169
darksouls
darksouls
J
Preparing my exit
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6
Views
368
darksouls
darksouls
LifeIsASadist
Venting MEPS soon. Boot camp in september, I realized something bad
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13
Views
767
alwaysalone
A
Lavínia
Venting sn arrived
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0
Views
332
Lavínia
Lavínia
ravenx
Suicide letter
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13
Views
770
ravenx
ravenx
H
Afloat
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0
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282
hopeifindmyself
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toyu
Venting Want to kill myself, have no willpower to actually do so (+philosophy(?) rant thing)
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7
Views
811
SpinandPainr
SpinandPainr
lwovely
Venting It’s so hard being in a healthy relationship
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1
Views
284
hopeifindmyself
H
iloveyouihateyou
Help how do you cope with being alive?
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53
Views
4K
ForeverLonely82
ForeverLonely82
S
Life if you hadn’t been traumatized?
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3
Views
421
hyuk✮i
hyuk✮i
hyuk✮i
  • Question
what should me and my partner do the few days before we die
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2
Views
342
hyuk✮i
hyuk✮i
usernamesarehard
Venting I want to die
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2
Views
403
TheOA34
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