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Suicide Discussion

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zyprexa (olanzapine) made me suicidal
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5
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469
25dRvS9Ka
25dRvS9Ka
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I can travel starting in July
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2
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350
Artemus
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zengiraffe
attempt failure, intraoral shotgun, SI got in the way, help/vent thread
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9
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1K
25dRvS9Ka
25dRvS9Ka
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Kindness shimmering from despair
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4
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325
finalgoodbye:(
finalgoodbye:(
W
How long does inert gas take?
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5
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484
gottacheckout
gottacheckout
W
If I knew how to put together my SCBA, I could be gone in minutes.
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0
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183
WantingtoLeave
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C
Help SN protocol
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2
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454
csdfghjjk_user
C
eljuicioporlaestafa
SN Arrived!
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4
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639
eljuicioporlaestafa
eljuicioporlaestafa
P@in
Method Smoking Fentanyl Patches
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16
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3K
Sharethepain
Sharethepain
G
How do you cope with the reality that no one really cares about you?
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16
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919
JesiBel
JesiBel
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I want a good final meal today.
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4
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288
Broken_Biscuit
Broken_Biscuit
eljuicioporlaestafa
SN Price
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4
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420
eljuicioporlaestafa
eljuicioporlaestafa
Renv1o_
a numb, medicated life, or....?
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8
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494
Higurashi415
Higurashi415
............
Discussion Suicide will always exist
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15
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2K
Britney Spears
Britney Spears
fuewybfunsfoiceoi
Discussion what does ctb make you feel?
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14
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710
ginko0
ginko0
spinelinthegarden
Exit Bag
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9
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1K
starlightstarbright
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TAW122
[Megathread] The lack of ‘true’ confidentiality in society brings more harm than good
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3
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906
TAW122
TAW122
LanaDelRey
Discussion does anyone else romanticize death but know they’ll never ctb?
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0
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203
LanaDelRey
LanaDelRey
F
Does anyone read about Nihilism?
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29
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2K
Ligottian
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A
Help needed for SN method
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5
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805
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
P
Sister yelled at me for growing beard
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17
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776
FishRain3469
FishRain3469
Kadaver
Losing hope
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0
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364
Kadaver
Kadaver
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Happy because I know I am close to do it
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2
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335
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
XXXTENTACION
To the outsidder it makes no sense....
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1
Views
319
davidtorez
davidtorez
S
Venting I don’t want to just EXIST
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4
Views
681
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
AN1V
  • Question
Discussion What's on your bucket list before you leave? do you have one?
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29
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1K
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
lavenderlilylies
Venting My mom sits in my room, i go insane
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14
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1K
lavenderlilylies
lavenderlilylies
ketopia
(Dont) talk me out of it
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12
Views
965
silentnights56
S
Darkover
Venting We Pay the Price for Someone Else’s Decision to Procreate
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28
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2K
silentnights56
S
nyctophilic
Venting I wish I had the courage
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7
Views
529
Haibane-renmei-reki
Haibane-renmei-reki
chemicalburns
Venting Afraid of failure
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1
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491
TrappedGnostic
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S
Venting I'm going to kill myself tommorow
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6
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1K
Sadbanana
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Gon_
Venting At my worst.
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3
Views
539
darksouls
darksouls
5karlet
perky and alcohol combo?
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4
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362
5karlet
5karlet
heartbrokenguy
Help non-sketchy sources for benzos?
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0
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280
heartbrokenguy
heartbrokenguy
thrashisland
Tomorrow I will CTB
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17
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1K
darksouls
darksouls
K
PSSD has ruined my life
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13
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1K
kaleisgreatinsalad
K
gothbird
DMC Welfare Check (NZ)
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27
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2K
gothbird
gothbird
C
  • Question
Discussion What is your reason to ctb?
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37
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3K
hazelmoon
hazelmoon
M
You stuck with your experience
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0
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153
monolog
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ReincarnatedGibbon
would this work in a pinch?
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3
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464
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
16thsatirist
Venting how do people genuinely live like this?
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13
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1K
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
A
Brainstem Damage
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2
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370
Worndown
Worndown
K
Discussion tattooing myself as covert self harm
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3
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479
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
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Venting Gruesome methods are result of forcing people to live
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6
Views
876
TAW122
TAW122
B
Good way to minimize the aftermath?
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2
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367
SpinandPainr
SpinandPainr
It'sFine
Venting Desiring lethality, wish to be carefree.
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3
Views
274
dontwakemeup
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R
Help Questions about CO, SN and Night-Night
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3
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837
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sydel sushi
Help Need help deciding CTB date
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8
Views
555
TAW122
TAW122
lwovely
  • Question
Help How would you guys get through the high tension wires?
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7
Views
564
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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