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Suicide Discussion

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Sinkinshyp
really sad today
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Sinkinshyp
Sinkinshyp
oxymoron
Help Why is life so hard?
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Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
Arvinneedstodie
Venting Life is so freaking unfair to begin with, but why do we make it so much worse for each other?
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15
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1K
262653
262653
Oblivion
disassociation
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7
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1K
Oblivion
Oblivion
N
Venting coast to coast shopping mall
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0
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454
nothingchanges
N
LifeSucks39
Is December a good month to ctb?
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14
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789
canihavepeaceforonce
C
Seaghost
I think this evening..
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100
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11K
Seaghost
Seaghost
I
Lexapro and hydroxyzine?
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1
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546
Isadeth
Isadeth
Incorrigible77777
Any forwarder/reshipping service to recommend?
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2
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641
Viro_Major
Viro_Major
xLosthopex
Help Will a tolerance to benzos impair effectiveness of N
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9
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849
TheQ22
T
ecmnesia
Method CBT by injecting air in veins/artery?
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7
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1K
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
bov
inert gas successes
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20
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1K
nitroautnz
nitroautnz
F
I wish ending it all was easy.
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25
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1K
FallingFree
F
Acopia
Venting Why is SH Twitter so disgusting?
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26
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2K
Noodlebug
Noodlebug
I
Thought of prison inmates on suicide watch is gruesome
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11
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
A
A pulled a bait and switch: sending old N instead of new D
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55
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4K
Viro_Major
Viro_Major
HowSoonIsNow
Venting BPD strikes again and I'm done with this shit
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8
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1K
HowSoonIsNow
HowSoonIsNow
ghostspace
Help can I refuse to give my name? (TN, USA)
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8
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1K
ghostspace
ghostspace
nigelhernandez
Discussion Help me understand people who say it's the 'cowards way out'
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13
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936
Ren Elsie Jewelria
Ren Elsie Jewelria
Chiara
Carbon monoxide suicide in a car
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47
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3K
Niirvana
Niirvana
N
Experiencia intento ctb con CO(importante)
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13
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1K
Breadbfra
Breadbfra
T
Path forward when providers have failed you
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12
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814
tiredxillenial
T
F
Note
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11
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1K
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
I
Need Help With SN Method
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4
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855
ITryHard
I
T
Venting Fear of imprisonment
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13
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3K
tidalwxves
T
DominusWreck
CTB because of lazyness?
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18
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1K
ophiastri
O
beatenghost
Venting Literally only living for my cats
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9
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1K
tidalwxves
T
Giraffey
BDD: The F**ked-Up Funhouse
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18
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1K
Giraffey
Giraffey
S
Please Educate me/Dignitas/N
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4
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763
TripleA
TripleA
H
Can somebody give step by step instructions of different painless methods to ctb?
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8
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925
Red
Red
PJFord
Testing SN
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6
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761
spider2020
spider2020
A
What are some painless ways to commit suicide?
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12
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2K
TripleA
TripleA
Cherrypea
Cliff (Richard) method
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3
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784
Cherrypea
Cherrypea
BipolarGuy
Method ANOTHER brilliant idea!
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14
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2K
Cherrypea
Cherrypea
N
Venting My SN regime, time to catch the bus
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38
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5K
grungeCat
grungeCat
Thisgirlwantstosleep
UK - how long could you go to prison if caught with N?
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15
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1K
Acopia
Acopia
C
Company online during ctb
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5
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1K
Silver
Silver
FewerMoats
A less complicated take on inert gas
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4
Views
681
BeBraveBrother
B
O
Questions on N
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0
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526
Originaldon
O
K
Help Are there tips before using N?
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7
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2K
kqlysrsly
K
S
I think I'm going tonight
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27
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1K
Lilacmoon
Lilacmoon
LifeSucks39
Is erectile dysfunction a good reason to ctb?
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78
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4K
LenkaX
LenkaX
GravityUtilizer
Tues 29th Sep, 12pm Eastbourne Station under a clock if there is one (Fuck It Wear Red)
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8
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955
Cherrypea
Cherrypea
K
Method Drug compatible with N
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3
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651
clayp
clayp
Shiv15
Tagamet Prescription
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3
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760
LenkaX
LenkaX
Nem
Holy fuck
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9
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938
OnlyTheWind
OnlyTheWind
M
How do I get ahold of benzos and antiemetics?
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12
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1K
LittleJem
L
R
Going to try to CTB shortly
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18
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LetzteAusfahrt
LetzteAusfahrt
O
Where can I buy SN?
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6
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840
TripleA
TripleA
xLosthopex
Help How long does N from A take to arrive?(Europe)
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7
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TripleA
TripleA
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