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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
illbeinthegarage
Venting sorry lil vent here :')
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10
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1K
Wisdom3_1-9
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Folie
I'm sick of suffering... I just took a bunch of pills.
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5
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1K
Folie
Folie
Breadbfra
Venting My girlfriend brought to see her mother who died by hanging two years ago
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8
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1K
Breadbfra
Breadbfra
Mustkeyknow
What if it doesn’t lift?
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2
Views
900
Done at Fifty
D
falloutcarter13
Venting The moment of truth before the moment of truth
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32
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2K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
anonymousapple
Discussion If nothing changes, I'm planning on CTBing this sunday and leaving behind a video when I do it, does anyone want to see it and maybe help spread it?
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20
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
M
Does anyone else think suicide/SI is a natural reaction to living in this capitalist dystopia?
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82
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4K
Thatdude
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Method Nembutal
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2
Views
796
Apv12345
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falloutcarter13
Story Practicing for being dead
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4
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737
falloutcarter13
falloutcarter13
B
Antipsychotics overdose
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3
Views
994
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
A
Help Alguém do Brasil
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1
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693
Sugar_Cookie21
Sugar_Cookie21
Saint-mal
Method Partial with vacuum cord?
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2
Views
783
Saint-mal
Saint-mal
Meditation guide
Why is survival instinct so strong when we want to ctb so much?
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15
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2K
Living_Hurts_so_Much
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R
Venting Being an "good actor" is tiring.
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3
Views
559
Living_Hurts_so_Much
L
G
Hanging
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2
Views
522
gamaliel
G
Life_and_Death
Discussion suicidal friends
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8
Views
604
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
H
Help i do not know what to do :(
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0
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765
heartbreaksilence
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iDieUDie80
Help A successful full suspension
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11
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2K
dman12009
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Reals801
Help Full Suspension...
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10
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2K
falloutcarter13
falloutcarter13
J
Discussion What does passing out feel like? (Hanging)
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19
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3K
Deleted member 19654
Deleted member 19654
Black Rose Bunny
Do you plan on leaving a suicide note?
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53
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2K
so tired or manic
so tired or manic
kane
Discussion How Do You Know If Your Reasons For Waiting Are Good?
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27
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1K
kane
kane
Predestinated
a few questions about hanging
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9
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1K
mopeyD
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JustAnotherSuicider
Venting SN vs Hanging
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13
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2K
Isadeth
Isadeth
enjolras
Resource ProtonMail GUIDE (yes, the need objectively exists)
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10
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3K
Viro_Major
Viro_Major
Ixtlilton
Help How to do a cry for help?
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19
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1K
Ixtlilton
Ixtlilton
Squiddy
Does anyone else want to ctb because they have a terrible time paying attention to other people?
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16
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1K
ryla2090
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feast or famine
Story My most recent suicide attempt.
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11
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1K
feast or famine
feast or famine
A
Too Broke to CTB
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3
Views
505
alexit
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S
HARD WHY SO HARD TO GO
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12
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1K
alexit
A
Deleted-User-0
Discussion Would you still self-destruct if someone truly and genuinely starts loving you?
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54
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3K
ryla2090
R
WillOxyWork
I think this is the last week of my life
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12
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1K
GravityUtilizer
GravityUtilizer
BipolarGuy
Story How I got here
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17
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2K
Emily_Numb
Emily_Numb
BipolarGuy
My plan
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7
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1K
bluesky1972-2019
bluesky1972-2019
Thinking
Help My mom is suspicious
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6
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1K
TAW122
TAW122
P
N From C or A
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25
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2K
alexit
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S
SN - Won't get to finish my back tattoo :(
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4
Views
658
alexit
A
H
Is this relatable?
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2
Views
420
alexit
A
clearing eyes
Venting [possible tw] i need to get this off my chest
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1
Views
984
melp
M
ImpairedLowlife
Discussion Ctb bingo
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10
Views
864
Shinkansen
Shinkansen
LivedTooLong
Beta blockers with SN?
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0
Views
627
LivedTooLong
LivedTooLong
Life_and_Death
Method doesnt say for meat. still a good product?
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4
Views
736
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
G
Help Partner wants to separate but is keeping my SN hostage
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34
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3K
Wisdom3_1-9
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sadghost
Venting Life is a Shitty Game
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23
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1K
sadghost
sadghost
B
Ctb rather than getting old
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24
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1K
Linda
Linda
Iwouldratherdie
If you heard someone puking in a hotel room next to you
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8
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1K
Emily123
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stationarymillennial
Discussion Not burdening hotel workers
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9
Views
950
autumnal
autumnal
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Discussion darkfail is potentially compromised - DO NOT USE
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6
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2K
Cherrypea
Cherrypea
Ghassane
Help Would u trust this anchor point ?
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10
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1K
autumnal
autumnal
ZardozOmega
Discussion How do you cope?
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48
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2K
KleinerWolf
KleinerWolf
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