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Suicide Discussion

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Sadgirl17
Venting Just venting
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9
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666
Mm80
Mm80
please_kill_me
Discussion Do i need to stop selfarm??
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25
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1K
sadgirl2002
sadgirl2002
A
Method Really wanna do it now
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8
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1K
Sk1n1M1n
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Nightmare
Method using electricity?
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23
Views
2K
TripleA
TripleA
Painless_end
Letting go of the desire or thought of CTB
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11
Views
776
Pharmaruined
P
ayb
I've been granted the right to die in my 30s - it may have saved my life'
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23
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2K
Worthless_nobody
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M
tapentadol and morphine cross tolerance
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12
Views
970
MariV
M
N
would people question it
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10
Views
787
HappyMstake
HappyMstake
TreizKhushranata
What do you think about Foresthill Bridge in California?
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7
Views
788
Pharmaruined
P
Life_and_Death
Venting valium?
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33
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2K
CTB-London
C
H
What can I do to make my final moments enjoyable?
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20
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2K
NeverGoodEnuff
N
TreizKhushranata
Hoover Dam Bridge closed because of virus
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7
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1K
NeverGoodEnuff
N
A
The Happiest Moments in your life?
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27
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1K
mathieu
mathieu
specklenought
Method obtaining SN in Aus?
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1
Views
553
almost_dead
almost_dead
D
Why is it that people feel a need to prevent suicide?
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19
Views
1K
braketimez
braketimez
_Kaira_
Venting Sick of hearing this
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10
Views
875
St. Jimmy
St. Jimmy
L
Venting 'take some responsiblity' and attend weekly therapy says my psychologist ex-friend
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2
Views
910
LittleJem
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VivaldiBR
Anyone know tips on how to forgive your past mistakes that impacts your present life?
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11
Views
784
Deleted member 1465
D
D
Venting I want to tell people about my thougths
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3
Views
971
Cant Maintain
Cant Maintain
Deleted member 22650
Which method should I go for? SN? N2? Night-Night?
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5
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1K
sadworld
sadworld
drnhng
thoughts on partial suspension? pain?
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3
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1K
drnhng
drnhng
R
has anyone tried insulin overdose ?
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13
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2K
sihaam
S
FarAcrossTheWater
What songs will you listen to before ctb?
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34
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2K
Depressedbitch2020
D
laura fines
simple survey, only say 1, 2 or 3
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24
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1K
Depressedbitch2020
D
Thinking
Will it still work to take SN on my period?
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2
Views
472
AJ95
AJ95
BlackCatTalk
Help NitritevsNitrate
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1
Views
429
AJ95
AJ95
TheYounger
Venting I think I may CTB today...
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9
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2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
W
Losing more and more
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2
Views
545
Mr2005
Mr2005
D
How do I get over the feeling of dread when the alternative is just decades of loneliness and ever increasing complications from my mental illnesses?
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1
Views
483
Mr2005
Mr2005
D
How do people who do partial with a door knob prevent the rope or whatever from coming off the knob?
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0
Views
573
dilapidatedMind
D
G
Shame
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18
Views
839
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
nitroautnz
Struggling with changement of avatar
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4
Views
624
Panna
Panna
V
What does Nembutal self-deliverance feel like?
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3
Views
904
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
VivaldiBR
I can't stand anymore
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7
Views
800
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
N
Finally got everything
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12
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
allym101
Help i ended up cutting too deep
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20
Views
1K
shadow7891
shadow7891
Deleted member 22650
Getting SN in Canada
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1
Views
1K
Deleted member 22650
Deleted member 22650
kappa098
Venting I'm leaving now (goodbye)
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17
Views
2K
RedFoxSwims
R
Lupgevif
Help Choosing a date in order to "reduce grief".
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7
Views
1K
Shades of Grey
Shades of Grey
Panna
Venting Keep asking why I'm such a fuck up
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2
Views
594
Neodynam
Neodynam
GravityUtilizer
Insane how close death is if you want it
Replies
11
Views
944
Blurred_Reality
B
mooncake
Venting So much going and I'm still undecided
Replies
5
Views
652
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
ecmnesia
Venting finally understood how come normal people can't stand mental ill individuals
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9
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1K
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
Breadbfra
Venting Severely depressed parent
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14
Views
1K
Lupgevif
Lupgevif
A
Petition lieing about this website
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31
Views
3K
TimeToBiteTheDust
T
Spiny Lobster
Discussion Aren’t we all just hot potatoes?
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2
Views
899
Spiny Lobster
Spiny Lobster
Mr2005
Venting Still here
Replies
20
Views
1K
Mr2005
Mr2005
deleted
Help My mom found my SN and my precision scale
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3
Views
847
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
W
A HUGE THANK YOU TO EVERYONE HERE!!!
Replies
3
Views
771
MariV
M
S
Ctb today
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21
Views
1K
Hopeindeath!
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