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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
amarillo
  • Poll
Poll: when are you planning to ctb?
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10
Views
822
inthemoonblue
inthemoonblue
Sensei
Venting A sense of doom
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5
Views
753
Into The Void
Into The Void
bad luck
Help SN without antiemetics
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6
Views
1K
bad luck
bad luck
K
In a week I'm dead
Replies
3
Views
627
Ashley_1988
Ashley_1988
aneurysm
crushing and drinking 100(.50mg) Xanax pills + Vodka + drowning in the ocean (and antiemetics)
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8
Views
1K
summers
S
popuoh
I’m grateful to this community
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17
Views
1K
SuicidalSymphonies
SuicidalSymphonies
Busridin'26
Venting I hate getting to know people.
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4
Views
873
watchingthewheels
W
aneurysm
severe overthinking headaches
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9
Views
763
aneurysm
aneurysm
I
Message to me from my brain
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3
Views
576
iwanttodie000
I
L
Help lines
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17
Views
714
Last chance
L
T
Story Signed off the "Body Donation" form. My family won't need a funeral anymore.
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5
Views
877
LunarPyotr
LunarPyotr
aneurysm
just took 15 pills of Xanax (.50mg)
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20
Views
2K
fred farkle
fred farkle
W
SN and Smoking?
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4
Views
931
willyt
W
N
Is it bad to ctb if you have kids.
Replies
36
Views
3K
Addi_Madd
A
Fthis
  • Poll
How Old Is Everyone?
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23
Views
2K
Fthis
Fthis
H
ctb date is April 15
Replies
9
Views
796
fresca
fresca
torimandy
Venting What do I do now?
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3
Views
495
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
X
I think I’ve made my decision
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2
Views
659
Viov
Viov
Water-Lily
I’m so fucking retarded LOL
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4
Views
1K
loopylou
L
GarageKarate07
Discussion MORE KIND thoughts on Suicide and the Afterlife
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6
Views
1K
Cupcake
C
L
What is the lethal dose of Sodium Nitrite (SN)?
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11
Views
6K
lukespain22
L
lunargreenx
What are you doing on this starless night?
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10
Views
589
BandAddict
BandAddict
Cashewmilk
Anti emetics online Canada
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2
Views
598
Lost21
L
scatteredglass
How to make a paracetamol overdose a success?
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13
Views
3K
scatteredglass
scatteredglass
fred farkle
my biggest fear: ctb and then i hear someone call my name. the devil!
Replies
8
Views
707
lofticries
lofticries
zapffes_son
Making the final decision. Plus, rate my SN plan!
Replies
3
Views
731
Echo81
Echo81
popcorn
sn vs sodium azide availability
Replies
1
Views
928
popcorn
popcorn
RealHumanBean
Getting ready/two-hour countdown! Tips for combatting survival instinct?
Replies
30
Views
3K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
mpnf
  • Question
Discussion If it wasn't good in your 20s, would your life improve in your 40's and 50's? Or is it less likely?
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16
Views
1K
Bruces
B
aneurysm
what keeps me going (why I try to do my best)
Replies
1
Views
488
Makko
Makko
PursuitofWonder
Beginning of the end
Replies
8
Views
842
Tackingintothewind
Tackingintothewind
aneurysm
I should just find a building and jump
Replies
4
Views
677
Tackingintothewind
Tackingintothewind
Lost Magic
I cease to see magic in the world
Replies
6
Views
565
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
BandAddict
Venting Missed an opening, so frustrated
Replies
2
Views
561
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
L
  • Question
doing it all over?
Replies
23
Views
718
BandAddict
BandAddict
G
  • Question
GS to the head, do I need a revolver, what rounds?
Replies
6
Views
650
JamieD
J
Leo
"How death feels" Found this on quora
Replies
13
Views
2K
Last chance
L
Life_and_Death
Venting Does happiness make me sick?
Replies
3
Views
530
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Life_and_Death
Story Facial recognition
Replies
22
Views
2K
autisticalex
A
L
Yay! I successfully purchased Sodium Nitrite!
Replies
6
Views
973
Crusader
C
J
Discussion Is there anything worth holding onto in life or is death just the answer?
Replies
5
Views
621
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
A
Too depressed to cbt
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11
Views
869
watchingthewheels
W
J
Discussion Have you ever been sectioned?
Replies
23
Views
2K
elfgyoza
elfgyoza
Life_and_Death
  • Solved
Sensitive topics
Replies
24
Views
1K
◄✵火✵〇°Ø•WÅR•Ī°〇✵火✵►
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Defenestration
Method sn suffocation = garbage bag on head without air that fits in ?
Replies
3
Views
885
Defenestration
Defenestration
E
Where to aim?
Replies
18
Views
4K
Mentalmick
Mentalmick
S
Dignitas funding
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13
Views
1K
Buffy5120
B
Amp666
Best CTB option for UK?
Replies
8
Views
1K
HopelessFight
H
S
Just received my N from A!!!
Replies
46
Views
3K
JipJopMop
J
D
Method Need a UK SN Source
Replies
9
Views
1K
JipJopMop
J
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