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Suicide Discussion

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miguel6565
Gonna smoke for last time
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23
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1K
Squiddy
Squiddy
Life_and_Death
Venting i hate my disorders
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7
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811
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
P
It might be my last day
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7
Views
631
Ulisses
U
Zyntkalla
Help I got just ordered SN is there anything else I need to get for it?
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1
Views
509
It'sNotLookingGood
It'sNotLookingGood
EmbraceOfTheVoid
Help Can someone PM me about A?
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2
Views
498
EmbraceOfTheVoid
EmbraceOfTheVoid
Emily_Numb
Help Anhedonia Struggles
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18
Views
1K
mathieu
mathieu
Shiv15
Sodium Nitrite (SN) --> AUSTRALIA
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4
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1K
Shiv15
Shiv15
Joey
Venting I Do Hope...
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6
Views
729
Wayfaerer
Wayfaerer
T
Venting Parents - Have They Caused How You Feel?
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23
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1K
chicken_hole
chicken_hole
H
Journal Entry 3
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0
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510
hopeforthefuture
H
LifeSucks39
How can I use partial hanging with a tie?
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0
Views
878
LifeSucks39
LifeSucks39
sadworld
Help ordering sn
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21
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1K
sadworld
sadworld
G
Discussion I want to ctb... but randomly
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9
Views
768
timetofly
timetofly
DeathIsTheWayOut99
I remember something that made me real sad
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10
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1K
esse_est_percipi
E
Life_and_Death
Venting Last option
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30
Views
2K
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
P
cant understand SN test result
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13
Views
915
Tigeress Lost
Tigeress Lost
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Anyone out there with a story similar to mine?
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26
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1K
DeathIsTheWayOut99
DeathIsTheWayOut99
zeroshark
Discussion do hotlines actually help anyone?
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35
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2K
TheQ22
T
LostandTired
Method Thanks SN for all the fish...
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19
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2K
MeriDeath
MeriDeath
Silver
Today is the day
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35
Views
2K
MeriDeath
MeriDeath
N
Help Break up? Or CTB and take animals with me??
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28
Views
2K
Smudgedlines
S
MeriDeath
My almost goodbye post.
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12
Views
985
grungeCat
grungeCat
A
Just took SN
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29
Views
2K
MeriDeath
MeriDeath
A
Where can I download the free version of the Peaceful Pill Handbook?
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1
Views
998
almost_dead
almost_dead
KindaAlwaysKnew
Still drawn to slit wrists, i'll tell you why...
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15
Views
945
Ghost2211
G
strangeloner
Dont want to make my family sad
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8
Views
595
OfThePraxicOrder
OfThePraxicOrder
DeathIsTheWayOut99
my family will never understand my Suicide note
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8
Views
739
Deleted member 14386
D
DeathIsTheWayOut99
I dont, have the urge to write a suicide note
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8
Views
745
fat feet
F
mr.smileysad
issues with hanging
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1
Views
517
HowardRatner
HowardRatner
anxivoid
Found this on Reddit. (SN method)
Replies
29
Views
2K
ashwin
A
Zneko
Venting Family keeps trying to convince me to not commit suicide but dont want to put any effort in.
Replies
2
Views
580
whywere
W
Throwmyselfaway
Venting I’m back
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4
Views
655
fat feet
F
mr.smileysad
the oh henry that saved my life
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1
Views
503
ladolcemorte
ladolcemorte
F
Contemplating another attempt
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10
Views
853
ladolcemorte
ladolcemorte
Busoccupant
  • Poll
When did you seriously considered to ctb for the first time?
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30
Views
2K
wanttodie
wanttodie
H
Deciding between SN vs charcoal in the car
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8
Views
1K
harmonica
H
ZardozOmega
Discussion Weird form of boredom
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1
Views
486
Throwmyselfaway
Throwmyselfaway
Nutmeg
Venting I want to die because I am afraid of losing control
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8
Views
767
Lost in a Dream
L
Deleted member 17331
Venting When basic needs also lose their meaning...
Replies
4
Views
895
Deleted member 17331
Deleted member 17331
Zneko
Discussion Am I wrong to feel these ways?
Replies
2
Views
685
Zneko
Zneko
Incorrigible77777
Has anyone in China obtained N?
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1
Views
952
OnlyTheWind
OnlyTheWind
JTG1972
Goodbye, Getting Going
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28
Views
4K
CSSLAVE
C
Thinking
Beautiful Poem
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3
Views
491
Thinking
Thinking
V
N from A
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19
Views
968
Secrets1
Secrets1
Kezrina
Im done...please help
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21
Views
1K
checkouttime
C
grungeCat
  • Locked
Got what I deserved. Now (SN)
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37
Views
2K
mapletree
M
D
It's all prepared
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6
Views
507
Ulisses
U
_Minsk
Venting anyone feeling like each time you're about to get good at something, the universe comes and crushes you?
Replies
14
Views
788
mpnf
mpnf
_Minsk
anyone else feeling exhausted?
Replies
12
Views
896
Klee
Klee
Alucard
Discussion 05/09/2020 : Forbidden from assisted suicide, Alain Cocq let himself die...
Replies
9
Views
1K
fat feet
F
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