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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
alwayspissedoff
Venting intrusive thoughts make most of my misery.
Replies
13
Views
666
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
pollyrolly
My little sister give up
Replies
2
Views
375
pollyrolly
pollyrolly
SuperioS
When does the sn on OB arrive?
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1
Views
413
alt131313
A
A
Concealing identity for deliveries in canada?
Replies
6
Views
649
cciro
cciro
Cress
Method Think I've worked up the nerve to CTB after my car was broken into and my mom cussed me out
Replies
19
Views
814
Leonszabs
Leonszabs
WallTermite
Venting Wish my family would forget about me
Replies
0
Views
174
WallTermite
WallTermite
miserywonderland
are cigarettes the key to living
Replies
11
Views
571
Pluto
Pluto
SomedayorNexttime
Venting AI is making my ideation worse.
Replies
5
Views
407
Quietist
Quietist
deep-sleeper
Method Ctb by electrocution
Replies
8
Views
579
Redacted24
R
threevoices
Venting i think im fundamentally unloveable
Replies
12
Views
984
Pluto
Pluto
stars-go-out
Venting Why can't I be better?
Replies
3
Views
462
Average Joe
Average Joe
TAW122
Story When I realized that sentience was a 'scam'
Replies
2
Views
422
TAW122
TAW122
ChocoPie
Everything feels pointless, even hobbies.... except Death.
Replies
4
Views
438
Nightfoot
N
neutralmilk
Anyone want to ctb because of getting fired?
Replies
3
Views
459
r.m.216
R
Flawnyx
Venting I just want to start over
Replies
1
Views
408
SoulWantsHome
S
25dRvS9Ka
I bought a rope and now I think it will be enough for partial suspension.
Replies
7
Views
762
darksouls
darksouls
Heartaches
Help 'Overdosing' as a method of self-harm
Replies
10
Views
913
Nightfoot
N
stellaistired
So close to buying a gun but I'm too scared to truly die
Replies
10
Views
782
Nightfoot
N
TealBunny
  • Question
Venting How do i accept dying alone
Replies
6
Views
424
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
Noir
Help Suicide pact
Replies
1
Views
348
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
cookiencream
Unique anchor point
Replies
0
Views
199
cookiencream
cookiencream
athiestjoe
Joe Says Goodbye (SN)
Replies
62
Views
13K
vanillamilkshakes
vanillamilkshakes
DeadSouls
This weekend.
Replies
15
Views
692
DeadSouls
DeadSouls
SchizoPolyGymnast
So I went to a powwow...
Replies
9
Views
808
U. A.
U. A.
M
Method A Sarco made for 2!
Replies
5
Views
594
sevennn
sevennn
developic
Discussion What do you think about the SaSu ideology and community? Why is SaSu important? Is SaSu pro-suicide?
Replies
15
Views
939
U. A.
U. A.
collapsenik
Discussion Going to sleep but I just found out that I can get like a full KG of SN
Replies
3
Views
341
quietwoods
quietwoods
Jule_from_Germany
Here it is: My final thread
Replies
100
Views
11K
collapsenik
collapsenik
Sleeper System
Seasons Don't Fear The Reaper ™️
Replies
0
Views
259
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
hikaru13
I need help regarding which alternative rope I could use to hang myself
Replies
3
Views
354
hikaru13
hikaru13
M
I feel less alone due to this forum so thankyou :)
Replies
8
Views
447
Leonszabs
Leonszabs
B
Venting My life is a complete joke
Replies
0
Views
288
BlooBerryBanjo3000
B
hikaru13
plan to ctb
Replies
3
Views
283
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
alisa_serpanok
  • Question
Help No-spa
Replies
2
Views
314
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
sulk
Discussion Most accessible method
Replies
21
Views
1K
ma0
ma0
P
How much SN should I take?
Replies
5
Views
527
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
Jisatsu
Discussion Evanescent_eva
Replies
18
Views
1K
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
evanescent_eva
If at first you don't succeed (a goodbye thread)
Replies
27
Views
2K
collapsenik
collapsenik
C
Method Just purchased my ctb
Replies
0
Views
328
chronicfailure
C
Jisatsu
Venting I am poison
Replies
12
Views
844
Bruce
Bruce
cookiencream
Help Swallowing during hanging
Replies
2
Views
564
InTheAbyss
I
S
Venting I want to CTB because I want to see what comes after death
Replies
3
Views
391
dearlydeparted44
D
S
  • Poll
Poll: Did you have shitty/abusive parents?
Replies
17
Views
839
shampoo sniffer
shampoo sniffer
RadiantNumber
Discussion Killing myself not only for myself
Replies
11
Views
641
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
DeraSucks
Help How much SN is enough?
Replies
6
Views
459
DeraSucks
DeraSucks
miserywonderland
i wish i could get laced pills
Replies
1
Views
296
fedup1982
F
miserywonderland
my fantasy suicide
Replies
3
Views
369
knickknack81
K
16thsatirist
Venting i almost died, but i didn't let myself. i don't know why.
Replies
11
Views
848
ThatRussianDude
ThatRussianDude
black money boys
  • Question
Help any tips for FSH?
Replies
10
Views
564
black money boys
black money boys
DeraSucks
Venting Making plans to CTB
Replies
6
Views
555
DeraSucks
DeraSucks
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