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Suicide Discussion

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NothingElseMatters
Even hookers ignore me on whatsapp
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30
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Bullit
Bullit
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"Wait... Survival Instinct, What Are You Doing Here?"
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24
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1K
VicMackey
V
Thisgirlwantstosleep
I have ÂŁ600 and I can't wait anymore. How to get N from D
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4
Views
955
archipelago
A
pinkblanket55
posting suicide video
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11
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2K
All Things Must Pass
All Things Must Pass
F
Taking N in the woods soon
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7
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1K
All Things Must Pass
All Things Must Pass
jscudd55
Venting Feeling guilting for wanting to ctb
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4
Views
603
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sha70
The meaning of the acronym CTB
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11
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12K
Hurt
H
Alwaysbadtime
Caitlyn Loane
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3
Views
775
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Boochky
What if it's a test?
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8
Views
645
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Where can I get SN UK?
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1
Views
730
cantseethelight
C
Life_and_Death
Venting Im weak/why bother with friends
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3
Views
500
TheDevilsAngel
TheDevilsAngel
Snake of Eden
As I get closer to my ctb
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2
Views
440
BottomlessPit
BottomlessPit
D
Help I tryed to hang myself and i think its not for me
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2
Views
676
Demonnn
D
A
  • Question
how to make carbon monoxide poisoning look like an accident
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1
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881
LostInMyHead
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CiproKilledMe
Where do the people who go to Switzerland etc get the guts?
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17
Views
814
Dee38
Dee38
hĘšll
Venting it's too real now
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9
Views
1K
Justnyc
J
mentalhealthfighter
All I feel is pain.
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6
Views
493
Journeytoletgo
J
N
Are you surprised/disappointed you have not ctb yet?
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16
Views
694
Journeytoletgo
J
wordsonscreen
Help How can I secure my data and iOS devices without having to destroy either?
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10
Views
801
logan
logan
H
Can you store SN in over 25C?
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22
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1K
hĘšll
hĘšll
N
Do you want to be saved?
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32
Views
1K
jscudd55
jscudd55
Lunaloveflood
Venting I’m tired of ppl screaming at me for no reason
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10
Views
603
diyCTB
D
NothingElseMatters
I envy those who can get girlfriends
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25
Views
1K
cloudgazer26
cloudgazer26
Water-Lily
Recovery isn't worth it. I fooled myself into thinking it was
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6
Views
859
jscudd55
jscudd55
M
Discussion If I'm thinking of scenarios and how things are going to go down in my final days... Am I faking it?
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8
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1K
jscudd55
jscudd55
H
Is hanging painful? and if so why is it the most common method.?
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21
Views
2K
Foreversad
Foreversad
Foogs
Venting I miss her so much
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8
Views
1K
Foogs
Foogs
S
methaqualone (Quaaludes) almost the same cas N?
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4
Views
756
The Lonely
The Lonely
B
The jungle site ... help?
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28
Views
2K
cantseethelight
C
Jumping_realms
Just accepted to SS.
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3
Views
659
cantseethelight
C
S
How is Methylene Blue administered?
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6
Views
1K
Stargazer100
S
0siris
Former SN vendor now also selling Meto
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125
Views
12K
checkouttime
C
ITSCHRISHERE123
Help How to store sn
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1
Views
468
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
Foreversad
Has annyone evee buyed 3N bottles?
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14
Views
782
Foreversad
Foreversad
ITSCHRISHERE123
Story What's life?
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0
Views
671
ITSCHRISHERE123
ITSCHRISHERE123
Zzzzz
I'm a neet and my parents are dead.
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6
Views
934
Zzzzz
Zzzzz
WornOutLife
What do people think about suicide in your country?
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36
Views
2K
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
PaxAmerica
Anyone else read the Wiki page on celebrity suicides?
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6
Views
627
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
Pessimist
Discussion I'm not sure if I should stay alive for my parents, or if they would survive without me. Do you have any advice?
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3
Views
545
Ethan789
Ethan789
lookingtoendit
wanting to ctb because of mistakes I've made
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25
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ITSCHRISHERE123
Venting I just don't know. Nor care anymore
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2
Views
469
ITSCHRISHERE123
ITSCHRISHERE123
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Do you ever look around you and wonder if other people know you're going to ctb
Replies
9
Views
707
Fehler
Fehler
Foreversad
Who's thinking of shallow water method?
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11
Views
702
Foreversad
Foreversad
Luu
Venting Ruminating
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4
Views
594
PaxAmerica
PaxAmerica
StateOfMind
Hows your ctb journey going?
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19
Views
852
Realman!@
R
N
Not sure if I gonna beg
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1
Views
404
BottomlessPit
BottomlessPit
Ratherbeskinny
Discussion Questionnaire: What or who would make you reconsider your decision?
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74
Views
4K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
abruptum
Discussion How to write a suicide note
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10
Views
1K
grail
grail
sadbadpsychogirl
finding out family secrets...
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10
Views
781
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
greyhound
Resource What If The World is Actually a Prison?
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7
Views
1K
Seiba
Seiba
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