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Suicide Discussion

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StateOfMind
How is your ctb journey going?
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25
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ormaybeyoucouldchill
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demuic
Discussion On the topic of "kids" being on this site
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4
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696
myopybyproxy
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Hercules
D Is Great
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61
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5K
ToughLife
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SofterSoftest
SN and gastrointestinal damage
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1
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426
Ta555
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N
How to store nitrogen cylinder
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3
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792
Capsicum_Corral
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Depressed_Kettle
Is being hospitalized helpful?
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37
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2K
clown_17
clown_17
Tamara Tami
HELP PLEASE being in a coma(no brain dead) people can feel pain?
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10
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691
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
Freedent
Method Slitting wrists, drowning ? Confused
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6
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822
clown_17
clown_17
FireFox
Judged and mocked while asking for help
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22
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983
EdibleGasMask
EdibleGasMask
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Now
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3
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407
Treeline589
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N
How do you check to see if nitrogen tank is full?
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4
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462
Interloper
Interloper
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"You only live once"
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1
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517
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
I
Partner
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0
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368
Iwantodiepleasehelp
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Any one here experienced a full hacking and doxxing that has caused a 10/10 humiliation?
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6
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605
Area Man
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S
Help Buying antiemetics in EU (for CTB with N)
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22
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1K
needed_
needed_
Chronicillness
Making it hard for you not to kill yourself: Strategic decision making to thwart strong survival instincts.
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5
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637
PotSmokingSloth
PotSmokingSloth
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Discussion How much is loneliness a factor in your suicide?
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15
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713
onleana
onleana
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I am extremely obsessed about what other people think about me
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5
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415
noname223
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fieryending
Discussion Thought broadcasting
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8
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995
down for the count
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LastLoveLetter
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An important reminder about sources
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1
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50K
LastLoveLetter
LastLoveLetter
maakies
Story My cousin died on my birthday yesterday
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3
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675
Journeytoletgo
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1
Do you feel voices in your head tell you discouraging things when you want to find purpose in the pursuit of some achievement?
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4
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498
EraseRewind
EraseRewind
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Method guidance
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2
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642
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
sivvie
Talking yourself out of it?
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10
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571
lastlife_
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DetachedDreamer97
I remember why I wanted to ctb in the first place/A question about dreams and realities
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12
Views
568
Zzzzz
Zzzzz
aristotle is ok
A Taste for Poison (book to be published next month
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0
Views
497
aristotle is ok
aristotle is ok
Insomniac
Venting Revisited by teen years heartbreak...again
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1
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408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
aristotle is ok
Resource New Book 2 B Published next month (FEB 2022)
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0
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561
aristotle is ok
aristotle is ok
jimmy7754
Gained a terrible mindset
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3
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442
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lmon
Discussion ptsd from suicide attempt vids?
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7
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572
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Painless_end
Venting Extreme bad luck
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2
Views
464
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Noctis
Venting I'm starting to resent my loved ones
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10
Views
637
onleana
onleana
Ava
Venting Managing the pain
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6
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611
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Discussion Pro life and utilitarianism
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4
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1K
mayHeCurseUsAll
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1001YellowDaffodils
The voices started telling me to do stuff tonight
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16
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837
forgotten15
forgotten15
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SN
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0
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433
zoeping
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Tintypographer
Article discussing day of week and time of day for suicidal thoughts and posts in reddit forums
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0
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356
Tintypographer
Tintypographer
Meretlein
NYT story megathread
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241
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23K
Musketeer
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BeenDoneForSoLong
Method Suicide by double banded spear gun?
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0
Views
420
BeenDoneForSoLong
BeenDoneForSoLong
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Annoying pro-lifers
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6
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512
deletemyaccount1
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K
N to NZ
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44
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4K
harvardreject
harvardreject
harvardreject
Method Ordering N as a foreigner
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0
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536
harvardreject
harvardreject
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A fantastic article on the dignity of suicide
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3
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759
Ta555
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neurotoxic
Discussion Anyone else addicted to sabotaging their physical health?
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13
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688
TheSoulless
TheSoulless
alwaysdopesick
any reason a slip knot is preferable to a hangmans noose?
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3
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899
Shu
Shu
demuic
Venting The feeling of never being understood
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17
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1K
Komm_SĂĽsser_Tod
Komm_SĂĽsser_Tod
D
  • Question
What is there to even live for?
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27
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1K
Kristicide
Kristicide
Depressed_Kettle
What type of razor blade to use for cutting?
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11
Views
993
Jack4230
Jack4230
lmon
Method do i have all the right supplies?
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11
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1K
lostautist
lostautist
LoneMisery
Help How do I get loved ones to accept my feelings on suicide?
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11
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1K
Zzzzz
Zzzzz
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