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Suicide Discussion

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Summary of my main meaning of life view and why dying can be rational
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Hurt
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nan03
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Deepjoy
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Discussion Does anyone have an update on the people in the thread linked about their N getting seized? Thanks
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6
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625
archipelago
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Help You can’t CTB with NaN03
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5
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734
sadpinky
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Diazepam + Oxy + Pregabalin
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10
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606
camus44
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The real truth why we wanna die
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5
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636
slyna
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The Lonely
Story Man Dying at Dignitas (Video)
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21
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2K
ClairyFairy
ClairyFairy
sully
Method So what interferes with N
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6
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596
OnlyTheWind
OnlyTheWind
theSuiCiDalCupCaKe
Help Nembutal source in UK?
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6
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1K
donewrong
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Help Dire question
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5
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665
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
Cockney_Rebel
Do you WANT to CTB, or do you feel like you HAVE to CTB?
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81
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3K
Deepjoy
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Grumpy Bear
My Epiphany. CTB Is the Only Way for My Family to Heal as Much as Possible.
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4
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656
Deepjoy
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Anyone Failed SN?
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3
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822
juraviel
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Are there noise cancelling face masks to CTB silently without interference?
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1
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382
BetweenRadioStations
BetweenRadioStations
Alwaysbadtime
Horrible jobs...one reason I will croak
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14
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691
FTL.Wanderer
FTL.Wanderer
StevieNixs
One of the positives before planning to CTB is..
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10
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951
summers
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OnlyTheWind
How to take Phenobarbital?
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2
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573
Amumu
Amumu
StevieNixs
Help Antiemetic Domperidone - Just got rejected by online pharmacy
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3
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708
StevieNixs
StevieNixs
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Questions about pph
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2
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911
Apricity
Apricity
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Discussion What's the likelyhood of an "accidental" blood choke?
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1
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471
callme
callme
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Really want to do it tonight, but...
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9
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788
316
3
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SN or Nitrogen
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1
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439
Apricity
Apricity
bloomingdark
What is the thought/word/phrase you plan to use to calm you while ctb
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17
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804
Phosphophyllite
Phosphophyllite
Braindead Atheist
Im killing myself in a few hours
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18
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2K
Acopia
Acopia
settheory
Discussion Open and empty individualism
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14
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825
Lmd
Lmd
Snake of Eden
Being separate from your own self
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18
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671
Pupu
Pupu
Ch92921
Ecstasy(MDMA)
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18
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994
whenlavaflows
whenlavaflows
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Discussion what would be your favorite time/season to ctb?
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3
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536
BreakTheCycle
BreakTheCycle
brutalus
try cocaine
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20
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959
LittleJem
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Would you be in a relationship with someone who is strictly anti-choice when it comes to suicide?
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3
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492
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
finish.me
the first time i realized i actually wanted to die
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1
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432
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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I opened up to a friend about being suicidal
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8
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670
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting What's the point in recovery if it doesn't work
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10
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809
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
Octavina
Discussion Anyone else in their early 20s who have completely given up on life?
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52
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3K
again_noidea
again_noidea
Grumpy Bear
What Item Would You Pick to be Put to Rest with or Cremated with?
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18
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547
fox_wannabe
fox_wannabe
Stroopwafel.
I said goodbye to my therapist
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6
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997
Stroopwafel.
Stroopwafel.
TriggerHappy
What would force you to ctb...will xplain
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1
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411
insanedoomer
insanedoomer
StateOfMind
The Satanic Temple
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13
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1K
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
Foreversad
Partial with chloroform
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5
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727
Foreversad
Foreversad
byebye
Help would alcohol make shallow water blackout really easy?
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5
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986
motel rooms
motel rooms
Beachygirl
Should i tell family and friends
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21
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904
Deepjoy
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Method Is there any way to induce a terminal illness?
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10
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2K
callme
callme
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Discussion Homemade bomb - Mercury Fluminate
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13
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894
Anonymous_A
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Taki
Bowing out
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18
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1K
Anonymous_A
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Life_and_Death
Venting Given up
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5
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547
Midgardsorm
Midgardsorm
Lost Magic
What would your vision of an afterlife be?
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25
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1K
electrojellysoup
electrojellysoup
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Hiding N
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7
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741
HelloAllYouPeople
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Snake of Eden
If guilt and shame were killers I would be long dead
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5
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521
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
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Venting So wrong
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19
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955
Journeytoletgo
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The Lonely
Method If N is processed by liver… Cimetidine would help at this Method?
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20
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1K
The Lonely
The Lonely
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