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Suicide Discussion

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Ob La Dee
Method Looking for observer for my SN demise.
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43
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3K
FTL.Wanderer
FTL.Wanderer
ixkitty
Venting I suck though
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12
Views
557
ixkitty
ixkitty
GreenMile
CTemplar and scheduling emails
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4
Views
452
GreenMile
GreenMile
N
Going out today
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12
Views
836
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CoolGuy9
Venting I hate feeling bad randomly
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7
Views
588
motel rooms
motel rooms
D
Last post. Last message.
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7
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1K
RedundantRecord
RedundantRecord
L
Anyone from India who was able to get Benzos without prescription?
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6
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655
sadbadpsychogirl
sadbadpsychogirl
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It seems like my abusers are really well off, but I am destroyed
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34
Views
2K
Neowise
Neowise
xLosthopex
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Goodbye and thank you SS-(Method- N)
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172
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21K
RainAndSadness
RainAndSadness
narval
Venting My mother CTB :I
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13
Views
1K
SuicideRun
SuicideRun
G
It almost seems scarier to slowly deteriorate and die from old age than from suicide.
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41
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2K
littlelungs
littlelungs
catwalk
How do I execute a jump correctly?
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8
Views
1K
iscrewedup
iscrewedup
IWantToGoFast
Discussion Would anybody like a reset?
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18
Views
772
iscrewedup
iscrewedup
Rose190021
Need some help...
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7
Views
693
raison_d'etre
raison_d'etre
D
Help How to get past SI
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13
Views
2K
Apricity
Apricity
S
Vastly underutilized method?
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8
Views
763
Anonymous_A
A
miserableforever
Anyone tried pet meds?
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2
Views
584
miserableforever
miserableforever
Snake of Eden
Will you die when using N while on antipsychotics??
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13
Views
1K
Auto Immunity After
Auto Immunity After
Ob La Dee
Method Planning to CTB next week w/SN method
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14
Views
1K
At_The_End
At_The_End
C
How well this site is run/information available
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0
Views
452
checkouttime
C
FireFox
I am tired of being an outsider
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20
Views
1K
Shrek
Shrek
sweetbraid
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how many of us here are disabled in some way?
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22
Views
1K
sadbadpsychogirl
sadbadpsychogirl
wordsonscreen
Resource Resource compilation: education, housing, jobs
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6
Views
1K
9BBN
9BBN
H
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Discussion Toxicity on this forum
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61
Views
4K
checkouttime
C
Alwaysbadtime
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I hate....do you?
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54
Views
2K
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
Wakawaka
You ever have a calm attempt?
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18
Views
914
I-can-only-imagine
I-can-only-imagine
GreenMile
Help What does Dilantin do ?
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20
Views
966
The Lonely
The Lonely
The Lonely
Discussion Anyone could share Brazil Customs experiences?
Replies
2
Views
533
The Lonely
The Lonely
the_escapist
Venting I feel like I'll be a burden if I ask for help
Replies
2
Views
423
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hfdepression30
Freedom is so close I could touch it
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11
Views
981
Journeytoletgo
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M
Lately I've been looking for an apartment to rent and the only thing I take into consideration is if it would be possible to ctb there.
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6
Views
530
Motoko
M
N
Suicide in fictional stories
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10
Views
655
noname223
N
S
feel so guilty about leaving loved ones behind.
Replies
8
Views
681
celan
C
watereyes
Venting I'm so fucking pissed at my family.
Replies
10
Views
755
archipelago
A
http-410
Help How to avoid ending up in a research paper?
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3
Views
643
Interloper
Interloper
ClownMe
Venting Lost all hope
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6
Views
726
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
Blackwoods1
Today is the today
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8
Views
906
A_miStake_of_NATURE
A_miStake_of_NATURE
whitefeather
Great clip :o>
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0
Views
339
whitefeather
whitefeather
M
Leaving behind kids 5-9
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22
Views
1K
Shrek
Shrek
C
opiate overdose amount required?
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4
Views
520
come to dust
C
mandyjohnuk
Filter Question
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0
Views
320
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
3
Method Looking for simple/guaranteed method in the UK
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20
Views
2K
316
3
Taki
How it’s going (hint: not good)
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19
Views
825
motel rooms
motel rooms
К
Discussion Do you feel like you are disappointing others with your existence?
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21
Views
828
valentine
valentine
aminend
another scientific article about CTB by SN, May 2021
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2
Views
744
aminend
aminend
WornOutLife
I guess I'm back!
Replies
43
Views
4K
BornBrief
BornBrief
imjusttired
I finally got my SN + Probarly my last post
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16
Views
2K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
W
I just came to a depressing realization (SN)
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13
Views
1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Now_And_Then
Sodium Nitrite vs Sodium Nitrate : what is the difference ?
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1
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1K
FTL.Wanderer
FTL.Wanderer
R
Ordering N from D
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23
Views
1K
burntoutfrontliner
B
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