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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
C
Can anyone talk to me rn?
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5
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504
After Life
A
Suicide
  • Question
Does anyone else wonder when they crossed the line from depressed to suicidal?
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25
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1K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Rustysoupcan
Help What are you going to say in your letter?
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14
Views
763
Bedrock48
Bedrock48
Notabadguy
SN: HAS ANYONE RUNNED A TEST MIXING 25 G SN AND 800 MG PROP?
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4
Views
753
ready.to.go
R
S
N + beta blocker
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9
Views
606
bed
bed
Zzzzz
People are really pissing me off right now.
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16
Views
727
Mardiha
M
BluesRunTheGame
London Borough of Richmond gives go-ahead to Woolf statue overlooking a river (apparently failing to get she drowned herself in a river)
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1
Views
383
Snake of Eden
Snake of Eden
TheHatedOne
How to make it less painful for my loved ones
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16
Views
944
Harriet
Harriet
Sslsh
Does anybody think of ctb to calm down?
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12
Views
599
ClownMe
ClownMe
shipwreck
meto prescription in the US
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14
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1K
Disappointered
Disappointered
Tintypographer
500 years
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21
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1K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
paineraser
Help SN dose underweight calculation
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11
Views
739
devian
devian
M
N, SN and Ami cocktail
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5
Views
554
Mardiha
M
pento
My love for my bf is the only thing keeping me alive.
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13
Views
653
VKVK
VKVK
I
I don’t want to make big life decisions I just want to die
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22
Views
954
Samsara
Samsara
N
If you try hard enough you will find a solution
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36
Views
2K
Samsara
Samsara
I
It never stops.
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20
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531
Samsara
Samsara
violetdevil
Received my N in 2 days.
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18
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1K
Mardiha
M
Bot
Venting does anyone feel like life is a bit too extreme?
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27
Views
1K
Samsara
Samsara
Butterflyfree
Is the N from D the same...
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2
Views
385
bed
bed
S
  • Question
Help What is the process of buying a gun like?
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5
Views
700
Samsara
Samsara
Samsara
Risky to order SN in US?
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6
Views
474
Samsara
Samsara
L
Is it better to be impulsive or planning is necessary?
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21
Views
1K
Mardiha
M
Sadness20
Venting I'm so done with life right now. Can't take this anymore
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11
Views
819
Zzzzz
Zzzzz
Fadeawaaaay
Are you a fuck up?
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55
Views
2K
Samsara
Samsara
edu0z
Would you wish you had never been born?
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57
Views
3K
Hangman
H
_Minsk
i don't want to live in constant pain
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11
Views
767
lonerclown666
L
H
Is fasting for 24 or more hours before SN counterproductive?
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7
Views
716
Samsara
Samsara
golfmavenice
Hydrogen Sulfide (H2S) suicide
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2
Views
555
UpandDownPrincess
UpandDownPrincess
T
Discussion How long before you decided -
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16
Views
997
Samsara
Samsara
hopelessgirl
Just wanna go
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8
Views
514
Lady black
Lady black
Fadeawaaaay
Venting CBT scary. Avoiding it even scarier.
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4
Views
463
Samsara
Samsara
D
Out of time
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2
Views
519
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rational man
Variant B.1.1.529 coronavirus threat to humankind
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27
Views
1K
miserableforever
miserableforever
SHThrowAway213
Venting According to my doctor, my neuropathy is caused by stress.
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36
Views
2K
RN12
RN12
Nanako
Venting It's all so tiresome
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3
Views
460
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Lifeless mindset
Is 1 inch rope too thick for hanging? (Overweight)
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0
Views
509
Lifeless mindset
Lifeless mindset
devian
Discussion the dreamless sleep, and getting acquainted to the idea of it
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12
Views
711
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
PlushieLover
Story I felt piece when I almost died.
Replies
5
Views
866
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
BeautifulMosaics
I feel better but my will to live is gone. Cannot commit to life or death.
Replies
7
Views
651
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
letied
Venting FUCK I WASTED AN OPPORTUNITY
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1
Views
494
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mightypabster
Help Important things to do before CTB
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4
Views
651
Choicer
C
letied
Story I was and I'm one of those kids (wanting to go home)
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4
Views
578
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
obliviousatbest
Venting With only the energy to hurt myself
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1
Views
299
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Story booked a hotel room. Monday-Wednesday
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36
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3K
Journeytoletgo
J
HeckingHecked
No friends on Thanksgiving
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17
Views
848
Journeytoletgo
J
J
Testing kit for nembutal
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15
Views
1K
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
miserableforever
Who pays for psych ward if you have no insurance?
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10
Views
977
miserableforever
miserableforever
W
Discussion To those who have SN, are you satisfied with it as a method for ctb given all that you've read about it?
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18
Views
1K
freelifexit
freelifexit
Sslsh
What happens if you never find the courage?
Replies
41
Views
3K
flametrees
F
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