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Suicide Discussion

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FuneralCry
The thought that this life could go on for many more decades is horrifying
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16
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882
Hurt
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motel rooms
Goodbye & good luck!
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41
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4K
sadstargazer231
S
Divine Trinity
Help SN Source, US
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5
Views
409
ameliacecelia
A
Seiko
"Staying alive for others" is the equivalent of "staying together for the kids".
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34
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2K
CTBgenuine
CTBgenuine
brinmbac
Help Lost my whole sh*t almost $50k in crypto… life seems fishy…
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8
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972
brinmbac
brinmbac
symphony
  • Poll
How much of the PPeH have you read (if any)?
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12
Views
467
symphony
symphony
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Antiemetic
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7
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507
DeepSlumber
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NothingElseMatters
i don't even know what needs to happen in my life so i won't feel the urge to kill myself
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5
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323
DeepSlumber
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A
Drugs + Bag
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2
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943
Fre_diE
Fre_diE
danlippers67
If i get a really weird feeling during short suspension, does that mean its working?
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0
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313
danlippers67
danlippers67
Samuel
You'll have to act on impulse
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77
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4K
motel rooms
motel rooms
C
Sodium Nitrite organ donar
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7
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490
downndone2
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F
Discussion Anyone else feel amazing when surviving an attempt?
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14
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714
FogFilledLife
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deleted
What would be the best remedy for NS symptoms? Benzodiazepines/Sedatives
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2
Views
321
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
Samuel
Yo I don't give a fuck about my life
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15
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884
Shu
Shu
its-about-time
I'm writing notes today and jesus christ
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15
Views
515
its-about-time
its-about-time
PaperGodzilla
Venting I can't live for myself
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2
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342
CommitSudoku
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Q
My body feels like a prison
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6
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431
Unicornsrnot4dislife
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W
Needing an end asap
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3
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460
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
fastlife
Help sn bron ukrainen
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1
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337
Loaf of bread
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Placebo
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3
Views
336
Sakura94
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that_guy2611
Venting yet another post from an ugly and lonely guy
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12
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820
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
onleana
jumping. would a blood thinning medication help to ensure death?
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0
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322
onleana
onleana
vanessa3323
Long term plan, after the dogs pass
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3
Views
332
its-about-time
its-about-time
bad luck
Venting Insomnia and desire for CTB now
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9
Views
496
bad luck
bad luck
forgotten15
My end is near
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6
Views
459
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
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Help Help with SN storage?
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10
Views
760
Ethereal Knight
Ethereal Knight
M
Discussion Fear of punishment vs. SI.
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5
Views
461
its-about-time
its-about-time
I
Please, tell me how to end this
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3
Views
438
Zebedee
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What if SN becomes unavailable?
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14
Views
780
TheWood
TheWood
Ecka-26
SN without Meto
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8
Views
622
Ecka-26
Ecka-26
nohopeforethefuture
Discussion How many of you are trying to die vs trying to live?
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80
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3K
miserable_existance
M
LapisLazuli
Method Sodium Nitrite and concerns
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3
Views
1K
Blackcomedy87
B
Ecka-26
Help SN but no meto?
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1
Views
365
befree
befree
VikingHagstrom
trimeprazine/alimemazine as antiemetic ?
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0
Views
272
VikingHagstrom
VikingHagstrom
pudds
Venting At a crossroads
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2
Views
359
Chiisai
Chiisai
F
Discussion Anyone else write poems/songs when feeling low? What lines relate the most to you?
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4
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332
lili
lili
jawdropped123
Have to change my CTB method again
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3
Views
392
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
I hate this world.
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15
Views
691
whatevs
whatevs
Weebster
What will be your last meal?
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31
Views
858
xrosex
X
R
Venting I feel bad lying to my family
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6
Views
672
BigGimpin
BigGimpin
Umbrella Weather
All Pieces to the Puzzle
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2
Views
344
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
_Minsk
When was the time you knew you will/might ctb?
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9
Views
409
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sadness20
What's the most painful thing someone has said to you lately that increased your suicidalness?
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3
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361
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
Insomniac
going to mojor xanax withdrawal
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2
Views
331
BigGimpin
BigGimpin
P
Taylor Hawking's death
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2
Views
445
Sadboyspecimen
Sadboyspecimen
Insomniac
Drug withdrawal
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1
Views
361
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
Pain In The Ass
Do you feel some relief when you read that a celebrity has died young?
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17
Views
816
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
L$D
Help Do life insurance policies actually payout?
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6
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622
artificial_ineptness
artificial_ineptness
D
Is it possible to sample small doses of vet Nembutal without incurring damage on one's psyche/body?
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5
Views
416
DeepSlumber
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