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Suicide Discussion

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Venting i dont like my like options
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4
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877
OutOfTheVoid
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cryst
Help I have no idea how to end my life
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2
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444
morgzfreeman2345
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existenceisacurse
Method Would it be a good idea to add 3200mg of propranolol to my benzo/opioids cocktail?
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9
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598
morgzfreeman2345
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Csmith8827
Bravery?
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0
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322
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
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I believe I have had one of the worst lives
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5
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511
hassan
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Source Energy
Help assuage my fears of SN method
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6
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413
Source Energy
Source Energy
danlippers67
What are your reasons for committing suicide?
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36
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2K
missingpeace
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hxppythxught
Method Will this work?
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5
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900
metalpi
metalpi
CTB Dream
Why
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5
Views
441
releasespieces
releasespieces
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People laugh at my quirks would they still do it if they knew that they will drive me to ctb
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2
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303
noname223
N
A
Venting Epilepsy has left me with no memory...
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9
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822
HybridSpectre
HybridSpectre
N
Is there anyone here from North East England UK ?
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6
Views
309
northgirl123
N
RichardFirst
Protecting Privacy post-CTB
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2
Views
295
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
J
Suicide method
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7
Views
494
MyLifeIsANightmare
MyLifeIsANightmare
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Venting Valentine's Day has been a painful remind that I am horribly alone.
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5
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368
Rational man
Rational man
enditplz
  • Question
Help Which way will be less cruel?
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14
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630
grvsniper
grvsniper
sheepgirl
I need to CTB today
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4
Views
437
BritishPaul
BritishPaul
Ghostofthepast
Today sucks
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9
Views
381
Ghostofthepast
Ghostofthepast
Tricondyla ledouxi
Are you supposed to take your AE 45 minutes before SN or 1 hour before? For reference, my question is regarding Domperidone AE.
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0
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461
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
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safe to ship nembutal in the US or put it in your luggage when taking a flight?
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5
Views
409
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
Tricondyla ledouxi
Stan’s guide doesn’t say how many ml of water you’re supposed to mix your SN with. If I were doing 25g of SN, how much water would I use?
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3
Views
502
jodes2
jodes2
BeenGoneLong
Discussion I desperately want to ctb but the afterlife keeps me awake
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8
Views
399
BeenGoneLong
BeenGoneLong
devian
partial hanging making me nauseous
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6
Views
483
$crim
$crim
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Helium gas chamber for 2 ppl?
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2
Views
353
HayBunny23
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hxppythxught
Venting Is life really worth it?
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8
Views
503
Forever Sleep
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deathissosad
Wanted to CTB on Valentines day but messed up.
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7
Views
404
LittleBlackCat
LittleBlackCat
LittleCloud
Method Is N REALLY painless?
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156
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18K
Anzhe
Anzhe
livingcorpse
how i feel (venting my thoughts here)
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3
Views
327
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Candour
Partial hanging example
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37
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7K
RUPA
R
Tricondyla ledouxi
When you receive SN from IC can you tell if the seal has been broken/opened?
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0
Views
281
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
FuneralCry
Venting Would you choose to fall asleep and never wake today?
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34
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1K
downndone2
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Risperidone as an AE?
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1
Views
393
hassan
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Faejin
Venting Why do I even bother?
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6
Views
841
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Death is beautiful
Hanging. I want to use this method
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4
Views
473
hxppythxught
hxppythxught
A
Joy of ctb
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3
Views
316
hxppythxught
hxppythxught
bloomingdark
Where to Buy SN?
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0
Views
321
bloomingdark
bloomingdark
T
Method Nitrogen tent method
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4
Views
1K
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
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Good bye
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2
Views
467
hxppythxught
hxppythxught
AvenWav
Help Need sources to learn better about supsended hanging
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0
Views
333
AvenWav
AvenWav
daysd
I'm leaving soon
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3
Views
592
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mayirestinchaos
Story sharing: what leads you to the person you are now?
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17
Views
744
hxppythxught
hxppythxught
NeverEndingPain
Sweet spot
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25
Views
2K
Himalayan
Himalayan
A
Combined CBT with SN
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4
Views
356
emptybox
emptybox
AnonymousRobin
Discussion how to find dealers?
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4
Views
447
AnonymousRobin
AnonymousRobin
F
  • Poll
Discussion Given the choice- Would you choose a different life, or no life? Poll
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19
Views
756
AnxietyHangover
AnxietyHangover
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SN UK
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4
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664
northgirl123
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Discussion Call me a blasphemer but
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14
Views
713
BeenGoneLong
BeenGoneLong
L
  • Question
Discussion The Voice
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0
Views
282
lukas19
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S
How to rent a boat
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4
Views
405
lionetta12
L
A
Joy of ctb
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0
Views
264
absolomonisgone
A
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