• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
B
can I gaslight myself to be "happy"
Replies
8
Views
779
Felodese
Felodese
Felodese
Help What would you do?
Replies
5
Views
712
sisyphean-nightmare
sisyphean-nightmare
notwhereIbelong
Venting Dating
Replies
29
Views
2K
pyx
P
CozyTime
Story It got the better of me today
Replies
4
Views
914
CozyTime
CozyTime
shrobae
Venting I believe it's over now
Replies
4
Views
596
Davey40210
Davey40210
U
Venting Life really is like a video game
Replies
8
Views
937
Reflection
Reflection
L
Doing AA 12 Steps Solo.
Replies
7
Views
581
noname223
N
J
I frustrate myself a lot
Replies
0
Views
319
justkatie
J
Jealous Blackheart
Story Again.
Replies
1
Views
584
Meowers
Meowers
hoppybunny
Quit my job
Replies
0
Views
463
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
UniqueWorm
Venting i relapsed on self harm
Replies
2
Views
535
UniqueWorm
UniqueWorm
Tinkerer
I've had an epiphany.
Replies
0
Views
399
Tinkerer
Tinkerer
lovedread
I want a reset button, not death
Replies
16
Views
1K
Aloneandinpain
A
emptyvoid
need a community
Replies
1
Views
456
notwhereIbelong
notwhereIbelong
Abandoned Character
Virginity as a social construction
Replies
23
Views
2K
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
derpyderpins
Discussion Diagnosis/Personality Test: Tools, Not Excuses
Replies
3
Views
936
daley
daley
brokendreamsxo
i miss my old life with my ex
Replies
1
Views
615
JealousOfTheElderly
J
M
I dont know what to do anymore. How do i get out of this?
Replies
0
Views
400
Minas
M
Wolf Girl
Help I keep having doubts about ctb, but I can't imagine attempting recovery again
Replies
3
Views
482
-Link-
-Link-
lattebrew
Story giving it one last try
Replies
3
Views
614
A Dream of a Dream
A Dream of a Dream
watchdog
Venting my relationship
Replies
4
Views
702
ThatStateOfMind
T
UniqueWorm
Venting wanting to go back to self harm
Replies
1
Views
482
day
day
nembutal
the concept of being a “failure”
Replies
4
Views
818
Warlord's Pulse
Warlord's Pulse
nembutal
opiate withdrawal please helpi
Replies
3
Views
469
It'sNotLookingGood
It'sNotLookingGood
Gl1tch3d G1rl
  • Question
Is it normal for mishabits to turn into compulsions when you have ocd?
Replies
2
Views
464
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Ichigo
Venting I have 19 overdue assignments XC
Replies
5
Views
673
JealousOfTheElderly
J
UniqueWorm
Venting anniversaries
Replies
0
Views
370
UniqueWorm
UniqueWorm
J
Story Learning to love and appreciate my body
Replies
1
Views
410
pole
P
Warlord's Pulse
Help Almost giving up
Replies
2
Views
570
Warlord's Pulse
Warlord's Pulse
sisyphean-nightmare
Re-started exposure therapy today
Replies
4
Views
477
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
M
Why do want to kill myself so much? Why do I want to feel pain? Why do I desire pain?
Replies
3
Views
705
sisyphean-nightmare
sisyphean-nightmare
P
Help What are some basic things to do to make life better? (I don't want to be suicidal)
Replies
7
Views
1K
MBG
M
UniqueWorm
Venting loosing hope
Replies
3
Views
514
HopingOnaMiracle
HopingOnaMiracle
J
Discussion Sertraline
Replies
13
Views
1K
Redleaf1992
Redleaf1992
eeah
DIY Wellbutrin
Replies
3
Views
538
shrobae
shrobae
Mebius
Help Could Alcoholism Help Me?
Replies
26
Views
2K
Awesomefoid67
Awesomefoid67
UniqueWorm
realizing how bad its getting
Replies
0
Views
424
UniqueWorm
UniqueWorm
S
Transfer my luck/blessings to you
Replies
3
Views
457
peaceandlove
peaceandlove
JoysoftheEmptiness
NSFW Hi, new member
Replies
12
Views
1K
Gangrel
Gangrel
Wilsonie_22
Discussion Does anyone want to play some games together or watch films/shows?
Replies
2
Views
569
Edistrying
E
UniqueWorm
Help How to ask for help
Replies
9
Views
844
Thisisnotaname
T
R
Is dreaming part of recovery?
Replies
2
Views
375
Preh1storic_Rib
Preh1storic_Rib
Neon Grave
Venting My Depression Home Was Discovered
Replies
5
Views
1K
complex
C
bed
Discussion Ketamine Infusions
Replies
5
Views
921
QueenInsomnia
QueenInsomnia
Eternal Eyes
NHS Talking Therapies (UK)
Replies
12
Views
1K
Eternal Eyes
Eternal Eyes
777puppy777
Venting Dealing with the wildest diagnosis possibilities
Replies
0
Views
417
777puppy777
777puppy777
I
Help Intense anxiety in the mornings, any suggestions?
Replies
6
Views
742
sisyphean-nightmare
sisyphean-nightmare
UniqueWorm
Venting I think something is seriously wrong with me
Replies
4
Views
729
sisyphean-nightmare
sisyphean-nightmare
D
Should I Start Using Meth
Replies
6
Views
658
Praestat_Mori
P
shrobae
Venting Mixed Feelings
Replies
0
Views
452
shrobae
shrobae
You must log in or register to post here.
Top Bottom