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letsmakeitagoodworl
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- Sep 25, 2022
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I know this topic has come up a bit but has anyone attempted zop in the past? I did, i havnt seen anything saying we can't mention numbers (sorry if I'm wrong), but I took 80 (7.5mg) some years back. I was going to use alcohol but I maybe stupidly thought it was enough alone. My health wasn't great yet I survived & didnt need a ventilator etc.
I'm unsure if I will choose to die (I'm weird as I often want to die but only the above time was I 110% accepting, ever since I've been too scared. I'm in a psyc ward so I don't have my (100+) zop on me to help me know if I could do it, but I have not often felt this hopeless about living.
I also have some lorazepam which i would add, alot of quetiapine & a few bits & pieces, but quetiapine makes me anxious so I'm not wanting to use it, I want zop because it was so peaceful when I tried.
I would use morphine/heroin or similar but I don't do drugs so I have no way to find it
I'm unsure if I will choose to die (I'm weird as I often want to die but only the above time was I 110% accepting, ever since I've been too scared. I'm in a psyc ward so I don't have my (100+) zop on me to help me know if I could do it, but I have not often felt this hopeless about living.
I also have some lorazepam which i would add, alot of quetiapine & a few bits & pieces, but quetiapine makes me anxious so I'm not wanting to use it, I want zop because it was so peaceful when I tried.
I would use morphine/heroin or similar but I don't do drugs so I have no way to find it