Chuuya-Chan โ. ๐ห
Student
- Oct 8, 2024
- 183
Wow.
A lot has happened since yesterday but I don't want to get ahead of myself.
It's just crazy but I think god really wants me to stay
Last night when I was FaceTiming my bf he wrote in our shared diary in Cozy Couples (it's an app) that he hopes to one day have me as his wife.
Like I said I do t wanna get ahead of myself, but I totally am
I was looking at pictures of wedding dressesโฆ
Ahhhh
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THIS IS JUST WILD
It's just so funny because I had thought about marriage that same dayโฆI think my counselor was right about that something is waiting just around the corner but we'll never see it if we give up.
This has also made me more motivated to continue my education, especially before our relationship goes deeperโฆI almost can't believe this is my life anymore, it's changing so fastโ-I'm changing too.
Anyways, back to the present, I'm going to go thrifting early in the morning with my mom tomorrow, celebrate my little brothers birthday and than go spend the rest of my day with my bf doing stuff togetherโฆI'm so excited to make pizzas together and just cuddle
I just can't even believe I'm writing this right nowโฆI wonder if I've changed my path somehow? Because I thought I was destined for loneliness and a fun free life
How could all this happen in a little more than 6 months?
Anyways, it's hard to believe I'm where I'm at now, but I am looking forward to the future, I'm still weary though and a bit paranoid something bad might come up but so far I've got no signs of things going south.
I'm going to sleep good tonight and wake up excited, even more than today
Xxx
A lot has happened since yesterday but I don't want to get ahead of myself.
It's just crazy but I think god really wants me to stay
Last night when I was FaceTiming my bf he wrote in our shared diary in Cozy Couples (it's an app) that he hopes to one day have me as his wife.
Like I said I do t wanna get ahead of myself, but I totally am
I was looking at pictures of wedding dressesโฆ
Ahhhh
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THIS IS JUST WILD
It's just so funny because I had thought about marriage that same dayโฆI think my counselor was right about that something is waiting just around the corner but we'll never see it if we give up.
This has also made me more motivated to continue my education, especially before our relationship goes deeperโฆI almost can't believe this is my life anymore, it's changing so fastโ-I'm changing too.
Anyways, back to the present, I'm going to go thrifting early in the morning with my mom tomorrow, celebrate my little brothers birthday and than go spend the rest of my day with my bf doing stuff togetherโฆI'm so excited to make pizzas together and just cuddle
I just can't even believe I'm writing this right nowโฆI wonder if I've changed my path somehow? Because I thought I was destined for loneliness and a fun free life
How could all this happen in a little more than 6 months?
Anyways, it's hard to believe I'm where I'm at now, but I am looking forward to the future, I'm still weary though and a bit paranoid something bad might come up but so far I've got no signs of things going south.
I'm going to sleep good tonight and wake up excited, even more than today
Xxx
