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Flick
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- Jun 26, 2020
- 28
"You're being selfish. You're going to hurt the people around you, do you not care?"
I hear these words often enough, and it's infuriating.
what about me? What about my pain? Every single day, hour, minute. Every second of pain and hurt. Having it chip away at you, bit by bit.
I would think that, specifically for my situation with the people around me, they'll be okay. I won't say it wouldn't hurt, but I know they'll get through it. I know.
they can.
But I don't think I have that.
furthermore the lack of any support system.
Abandonment and loneliness seem to be all that's left.
How much pain is too much?
when is it fair for me to draw the line?
am I expected to suffer the rest of my life?
Spend the rest of my life miserable, for everyone else. I've already been doing that; I don't want to anymore.
When is it acceptable to call it quits?
I hear these words often enough, and it's infuriating.
what about me? What about my pain? Every single day, hour, minute. Every second of pain and hurt. Having it chip away at you, bit by bit.
I would think that, specifically for my situation with the people around me, they'll be okay. I won't say it wouldn't hurt, but I know they'll get through it. I know.
they can.
But I don't think I have that.
furthermore the lack of any support system.
Abandonment and loneliness seem to be all that's left.
How much pain is too much?
when is it fair for me to draw the line?
am I expected to suffer the rest of my life?
Spend the rest of my life miserable, for everyone else. I've already been doing that; I don't want to anymore.
When is it acceptable to call it quits?