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Un-

Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
I'd sleep.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,615
Maybe just listen to my favourite song - Funeral Cry as it is about death after all. I would also just be glad that all the suffering is coming to an end, and maybe even feel relaxed for the first time ever. I wish this was true, I am tired of living and I just want non existence.
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
Love my cat, eat Mexican food and drink a huge margarita, then love my cat more.
 
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andqwyk336

New Member
Jan 20, 2022
2
First I'd take deep breath knowing everything is about to end: all the pain, all the suffering, all the questions. That's when I'd know: I had made the right decision. I would look down my window, at both the nature and the city for the last time. We live in quite an amazing world, if we ignore the majority of people. Then I would play some music and I would silly dance for a little. I would also contemplate of my 'adventures', the good memories I've made. I would wonder what comes next. But I don't think I would matter all that much.
Basically I would spend my last hour on this Earth with myself, dwelling on the good things, acknowledging what has been and what is to come. And when the time would come, I would go to my bed, settle in, wrap myself in my cozy, brown-striped blanked, lay my troubled head on my pillow, and close my eyes one last time.
And then I'd wait.
 
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UselessBeing

UselessBeing

Member
Sep 3, 2021
48
I'd sit at the memorial for my best friend. The memorial is high up in a mountain (her favorite spot) smoke some weed listen to my favorite music and write a letter to my husband. And in this perfect world I'd take whatever it was and pass right there with the memorial
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I'd sit at the memorial for my best friend. The memorial is high up in a mountain (her favorite spot) smoke some weed listen to my favorite music and write a letter to my husband. And in this perfect world I'd take whatever it was and pass right there with the memorial
You are a wonderful friend - wish I had one like you.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Finish the goodbye notes and look at my favourite scenery - the blue sky. Say goodnight and wait.
 
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Interloper

Interloper

Jul 23, 2021
689
Panic probably. That would feel like the longest fucking hour of my life.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
Jump for joy & shed the happiest tears of my life. Get on my knees and praise Switzerland as though it were my God.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I won't be able to do anything other than going back and forth in a room. I can't manage intense situations. I won't be able to sleep or sit. Last year I was in a very intense situation and I had to go back and forth for 4 HOURS!! I was hungry, thirsty, and sleepy but couldn't stop.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,789
Ask them what the fuck they're doing. Shouldn't take an hour.
 
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raghu1977

Nerd
Jan 29, 2022
121
Read something. Ive been meaning to read "Sohrab and Rostum" for a while now. Will be a great time to cross that off my list. Or I might just pick something from Terry Pratchett; maybe Mort?
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
I'd probably have a nap…
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,352
I'd eat one last hamburger.
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
Masturbate?
 
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Somber

Somber

Arcanist
Jan 6, 2022
457
Spell check my suicide/euthanasia note
 
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UselessBeing

UselessBeing

Member
Sep 3, 2021
48
You are a wonderful friend - wish I had one like you.
My inbox is always open if you need/want to talk. I'll be here to listen always- well for however long we are here
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,279
I'd be nervous and sad. Wouldn't be able to do much. Might write another note to someone special.
 
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Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
353
Lie on my side thinking about all my regrets in life and how it'll finally be over.
 
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lmon

lmon

Specialist
Jan 9, 2022
326
I would eat my favorite soup my grandma makes and play with my cat. Oh what a fantasy
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,134
Sending love and hugs for people here
:hug: :hug: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

Then special chatting
 
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inanimate

Member
Feb 9, 2022
56
hopefully smile, laugh at something funny and just feel at peace. feel something good, anything really. ideally, laughing hysterically for one full hour actually. yea thats it..
 
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Impatiently_Patient

New Member
Feb 12, 2022
1
I would most likely go to my favorite outdoor area. Since it would take me an hr, if not more to get there, I die promptly upon arrival. If not before. An ironically fitting end, "Day late, dollar short."
 
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ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
362
Honestly I would hug my cat and apologize for not being here longer for him. I would write my last notes and even one to my late fiance whom passed away from suicide. I would feel the weight of the world lift from my shoulders as I make notes on how and where to place my furbaby (I'm neither married nor do I have kids, he is my child). I would cry for my baby. I would have regrets for not traveling more, not loving him more, not giving him more food when he asked for it. But I wouldn't change my mind. I would want my last moments be with my furbaby.

Oh goddess, I teared up at this. Leaving him really does make me sad!
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Tell everyone how I really feel whilst becoming Bully Maguire.

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Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
638
Inject heroin, snort cocaine, drink an ice cold coca cola, smoke a menthol cigarette
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,155
Go to the beach. Watch the sun kiss the vast ocean, and listen to the sound of clashing waves for one last time before passing into the twilight.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
435
Pray
 
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that_guy2611

that_guy2611

Student
Mar 17, 2018
187
bang an expensive hooker like there's no tomorrow
 

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