your voice

[mimiopo22]

do not ask the reason for this question, but what would you do if one day you found yourself a voice completely different from yours but uglier and lower? how would you feel every time you have to talk?

 

[WornOutLife]

I guess I'd feel really embarassed at first but have no choice and get over it because it's my voice and I'll have to speak sooner or later. Also, those who laugh at my voice, can go to hell lol

 

[mimiopo22]

Immagino che all'inizio mi sentirei davvero imbarazzato, ma non ho scelta e la supererò perché è la mia voce e prima o poi dovrò parlare. Inoltre, quelli che ridono della mia voce, possono andare al diavolo lol

I no longer have my voice, I was able to change it by myself while instead I was trying to perfect it and instead I ruined it. i can't get over it, i want ctb.

 

[TattiQueen]

This is so fitting to me, as I've always hated my voice anyway. I know it's such a random trivial thing to dislike about yourself, but I despise my speaking voice. If I were to wake up tomorrow with a deeper voice, I may end up liking it. I dunno why, but I've always wanted maybe a slightly deeper tone, or specifically cute female voice, you know the one.

Fun fact: Apparently we cannot hear the specific tones in our own voices, so even when hearing them played back on recordings or videos we aren't hearing what we actually sound like. Maybe unrelated, but interesting nonetheless.

 

[Sherri]

Mimiopo you became green. Congratulations.

 

[mimiopo22]

This is so fitting to me, as I've always hated my voice anyway. I know it's such a random trivial thing to dislike about yourself, but I despise my speaking voice. If I were to wake up tomorrow with a deeper voice, I may end up liking it. I dunno why, but I've always wanted maybe a slightly deeper tone, or specifically cute female voice, you know the one.

Fun fact: Apparently we cannot hear the specific tones in our own voices, so even when hearing them played back on recordings or videos we aren't hearing what we actually sound like. Maybe unrelated, but interesting nonetheless.

it was what I wanted too at a time when I heard it too shrill and I ruined it trust me you wouldn't want it. at that moment I felt the soul come out of my body and I suffer from depersonalization and derealization ever since. I have no more emotions and I have created a monster even mentally because my faculty of thought has been totally distorted and I have also become evil and selfish. I also didn't like my voice but since I ruined it I haven't talked to anyone anymore. I feel like a garbage can and this dark voice makes me feel even more like a dump.

 

[TattiQueen]

it was what I wanted too at a time when I heard it too shrill and I ruined it trust me you wouldn't want it. at that moment I felt the soul come out of my body and I suffer from depersonalization and derealization ever since. I have no more emotions and I have created a monster even mentally because my faculty of thought has been totally distorted and I have also become evil and selfish. I also didn't like my voice but since I ruined it I haven't talked to anyone anymore. I feel like a garbage can and this dark voice makes me feel even more like a dump.

That really sounds quite terrifying.

 

[mimiopo22]

Sembra davvero terrificante.

if you want I can explain how it happened, if you are curious. i should just copy and paste. I don't care to blurt out my story like this, I've kept the secret for many years mixed with a huge sense of guilt and now I don't care anymore, I'm not ashamed anymore, so much in a while ctb My parents would be ashamed if ctb for such a thing not understanding the importance it has for me and how much it has ruined my life leaving me unsavable in all ways and senses. there could be errors in the text because I'm using google translate to communicate?

 

[Skathon]

...that would be an improvement. I would be pleasantly surprised, I suppose.
Or at least I would no longer feel nauseous every time I hear my echo or recordings...

 

[mimiopo22]

... sarebbe un miglioramento. Sarei piacevolmente sorpreso, suppongo.
O almeno non mi sentirei più la nausea ogni volta che ascolto la mia eco o le mie registrazioni ...

your voice gets worse and you are no longer ashamed of it? I do not understand.

... sarebbe un miglioramento. Sarei piacevolmente sorpreso, suppongo.
O almeno non mi sentirei più la nausea ogni volta che ascolto la mia eco o le mie registrazioni ...

your voice gets worse and you are no longer ashamed of it? I do not understand.
I didn't have to do this thread... now I feel worse and worse. But I understand..

 

[happiestman]

Hardly talks to any as getting prepared for ctb, .. wouldn't even know if voice changes.

 

[mimiopo22]

Difficilmente parla con qualcuno che si sta preparando per ctb, .. non saprebbe nemmeno se la voce cambia.

i don't understand

 

[Skathon]

your voice gets worse and you are no longer ashamed of it? I do not understand.

My voice is already as disgusting as it could possibly be. If it deepened (lowered in timbre), it would sound at least slightly better.

 

[yive]

my voice/appearance do not match the desired parameters. i imagine my voice and my appearance differently than it really is

 

[Symbiote]

My voice sounds off, not really manly at all and a bit feminine. Only time I sound manly is when I yell and project.

 

[mimiopo22]

Well, guys, I'm sorry you don't like your voice, but you think it could be worse for you and have an even worse one like I did.

 

[NeverGoodEnuff]

I am female. I was born with polyps on my vocal cords. My voice is deep, loud, and sometimes a bit gravelly.

I never thought much about it. In young adulthood, my job was heavily telephone related. Oftentimes, even now, I am called "sir" on phone calls. When the person realizes their mistake, they are embarassed and apologize, I just say, "That's ok. If people think I am a man, maybe I will get paid more."

It isn't the voice that matters so much as what I say with it. THAT seems to be my biggest fault. I struggle with it.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

my voice has changed due mostly to smoking. i used to have a nice voice now i sound like patty and selma

 

[Maka hiamoe]

do not ask the reason for this question, but what would you do if one day you found yourself a voice completely different from yours but uglier and lower? how would you feel every time you have to talk?

This may be a bit different than what you asked but still somewhat related I think. I have Lyme Disease. One of the neurological symptoms I sometimes get, is that when I talk it doesn't feel like I'm the one who is talking. I hear myself completely differently and it makes me struggle with my pronunciation. It also comes with physical exhaustion and a weird unpleasant sensation in my head. This is probably the symptom I hate the most. It is quite frankly unbearable so when it happens, I just stop talking until it goes away. I don't get it that often fortunately.

When it happens, it seems I am the only one who is hearing myself differently. Others don't notice anything unusual.

 

[mimiopo22]

This may be a bit different than what you asked but still somewhat related I think. I have Lyme Disease. One of the neurological symptoms I sometimes get, is that when I talk it doesn't feel like I'm the one who is talking. I hear myself completely differently and it makes me struggle with my pronunciation. It also comes with physical exhaustion and a weird unpleasant sensation in my head. This is probably the symptom I hate the most. It is quite frankly unbearable so when it happens, I just stop talking until it goes away. I don't get it that often fortunately.

When it happens, it seems I am the only one who is hearing myself differently. Others don't notice anything unusual.

I don't have your disease, but I get the same thing.

 

[Maka hiamoe]

I don't have your disease, but I get the same thing.

I'm sorry to hear that. Yes I don't know what is the cause in your case but for some people it is neurological (that's the case for me) while for others it is psychological. It's part of what is called depersonalization if I recall correctly.

 

[mimiopo22]

Mi dispiace sentirlo. Sì, non so quale sia la causa nel tuo caso ma per alcune persone è neurologica (questo è il caso per me) mentre per altri è psicologica. Fa parte di quella che viene chiamata spersonalizzazione se ricordo bene.

Yes, with depersonalization you do not recognize your voice. I have it and the voice is not really mine but so I am doubly confused. I know you don't understand, the story of my life is very strange

Mi dispiace sentirlo. Sì, non so quale sia la causa nel tuo caso ma per alcune persone è neurologica (questo è il caso per me) mentre per altri è psicologica. Fa parte di quella che viene chiamata spersonalizzazione se ricordo bene.

Yes, with depersonalization you do not recognize your voice. I have it and the voice is not really mine but so I am doubly confused. I know you don't understand, the story of my life is very strange

 

[WitheringAway]

I hate my voice. I sound like a 14 yo when I'm actually 26. I've always had comments on online games while using the mic to communicate. People wouldn't believe that I'm 26.

 

[MrBlue]

The same thing that happened the first time, not speak for a few days until I absolutely have to and then just ride out all the comments about it. Not much more you can do unless it's a health issue you can ask your doctor about.

 

[mimiopo22]

The same thing that happened the first time, not speak for a few days until I absolutely have to and then just ride out all the comments about it. Not much more you can do unless it's a health issue you can ask your doctor about.

what are you talking about in the first few lines? what happened to you?

 

[MrBlue]

what are you talking about in the first few lines? what happened to you?

I'm a guy, so my voice cracked, but alot later than most becasue I delayed/stunted puberty. I got alot of people taking the piss out of me for being peter pan before, and then after because my voice sounded too deep for my petite arse lol!

Sorry for the confusion.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I actually wish my voice was a bit lower. I hate talking on the phone because I've been confused for a woman plenty of times. I hate how I'm a 26 year old man and yet I can't see or feel my own Adam's Apple.

My voice apparently sounds a lot like a stereotypical gay man's which is probably not doing me any favors either because I'm not gay. It does explain why a lot of them have expressed interest in me but I sadly can't reciprocate.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I am mostly a mute when around others anyway, so it would not matter too much I think.