Your To-Do before CTB list

[YellowJasmine]

I'd like to acquire certain medicines with which I intend to end my life. Apart from that, all is done and ready.

 

[kkatt]

https://www.ccleaner.com/ccleaner
I had some problems with the law. Their only evidence was from a single informant and some digital messages that had been deleted and rediscovered by their forensic It people.
These days i try to use C Cleaner every time I log out.
It cleans my hard drive and as a bonus, makes my PC smoother and faster.
Here's a free download if you want it.

 

[goesforemast]

I totally understand. I'm only trying to do all this so as not to bring additional suffering to other people by my passing. At least the will for sure...and work stuff.

The same for me. i will write a note to my mom, dad, sister and grandma. the only people that care about me. its not so much work
but by far the hardest quest to do. i am working on it quite some time now and wrote most of the important parts already. still thinking about some things, e.g. i dont want anybody except them on my funeral and how i want it to be... thats pretty much work for a unorganized piece of shit like me :D i would be going crazy if i make a list like @Made4TV . Props to you

 

[cherub]

Clean my room if I'm up to it. Write my sister a note and leave it with her early birthday gift. That's it.

 

[I am ___________]

- Write the note.
- Enjoy these last few months I will be alive until date (sometime in april before may).
- Order the materials, and store them in safe, hidden area where no one will find it nor take it.
- Choose to either ctb in my room or far away, deep in a forest or woodland area where no one will find my body.
- Make sure to fast for at least a couple hours to a maximum of two days before ctb with my method of choice.
- Formatting my pc's hard drive, ssds, and either burning all my credentials, passwords, logins or just hiding them.
- Saying farewell to this beautiful community and updating you throughout the whole process (I purposely haven't payed my phone bill in a few months so once I tell ya I'm heading out now that will be it. I do not plan on surviving and am fully intent on going through with it, there are no regrets and nothing holding me back).

 

[dontwantthislife]

Nothing really. Add some extra things to my already written suicide note. I'm too exhausted to do anything else. Fuck it when I'm dead I'm dead not my problem anymore!