I'm a fairly attractive guy, despite what my mom says. I'm no model, nor am I someone who stops you at your track on the streets with my beauty.
I've had my fair share of attention from women. But I got nerfed by social anxiety, shyness and awkwardness. So if I'm not the one being pursued, nothing will happen. And that's the problem.
I don't have any energy to talk to new girls or get into talking stages or pursue anyone I just don't have it in me. And I feel like as I age, I'll look worse especially since I stopped drinking water and exercising and eating healthy, so it's probably downhills from here.
I'm worried I'm running out of time and eventually I'll look x10 worse than I do now and struggle even more to find love. Fuck.
I ghosted all of my talking stages. Hell I wouldn't even call them that, I stop replying to most after 1 day.
I think I'm an avoidant attached guy at first, but as the relationship warms up, I become anxiously attached? Or maybe my ex being the avoidant is what makes me believe I have anxious anxiety. idk man.
Go drink some water if you're reading this.
I've had my fair share of attention from women. But I got nerfed by social anxiety, shyness and awkwardness. So if I'm not the one being pursued, nothing will happen. And that's the problem.
I don't have any energy to talk to new girls or get into talking stages or pursue anyone I just don't have it in me. And I feel like as I age, I'll look worse especially since I stopped drinking water and exercising and eating healthy, so it's probably downhills from here.
I'm worried I'm running out of time and eventually I'll look x10 worse than I do now and struggle even more to find love. Fuck.
I ghosted all of my talking stages. Hell I wouldn't even call them that, I stop replying to most after 1 day.
I think I'm an avoidant attached guy at first, but as the relationship warms up, I become anxiously attached? Or maybe my ex being the avoidant is what makes me believe I have anxious anxiety. idk man.
Go drink some water if you're reading this.
