Your final wish before ctb?

[Peace2peace]

What would be your final wish before ctb share your thoughts

 

[ijustwishtodie]

That I succeed in my attempt and never wake up again

 

[UnnervedCompany]

That my everyone forgets about me especially one friend. I literally just mentioned the idea to her and she started crying and panicking. I wish I never existed I was nothing but bad to them and if I do CTB I will be just more harm.

 

[Kusogaki]

I will sound like a fucking corn ball but love.

 

[LostLily]

That no one follows me by also catching the bus

 

[Jadeith]

That they won't miss me or be sad because of my departure.

 

[Kyotospade]

For people to understand why

 

[L'absent]

Let it be an instant death.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

What would be your final wish before ctb share your thoughts

I better get my fucking universe created or this shit wasn't worth it at all!!

 

[TheHolySword]

I hope I will be able to actually feel the peace before I die. But more importantly I hope my brother is able to heal and build a life for himself without me there.

 

[danny10]

I'd wish my daughter to forgive me.

 

[3rdworldsadness]

That nobody REMEMBERED ME, I will be like I didn't exist at all, everything will be forgotten about me. I don't want to be remembered, I just want to go peacefully without knowing anyone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want to never suffer ever again in this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake, to permanently cease existing is all I hope for, it'd solve everything for me in this existence I see as just causing nothing but suffering, no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence just waiting to die anyway. I personally see it as something so dreadful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents, only non-existence can personally bring me peace, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten about for me.

 

[human909]

Mine would be for people to understand why i did this and to succeed in the attempt so i don't ever have to suffer in this world again.

 

[NegevChina]

I'd wish my sons and wife, mom sister brother and nephews, will get over it, have a successful life, understand and forgive me.

 

[Surai]

That it goes smoothly and swift and unknowingly

 

[onthefence]

To just have all evidence of my existence disappear so not even a single memory of me remains.

 

[ilvgore]

that my ctb will be painful and i hope that something better is waiting :D had enough of unfulfilling wishes that never happend in real life

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I wish my suicide will be successful that I achieve my Death asap which is non-existence forever asap

Non-existence means solving all my problems instantly and forever never any pain , never any suffering problems nor bad memories:

I know that one micro-second after my brain dies the monsters won't be able to to Bring me back to life. And I know 1 micro second after my brain dies dies i will never exist again

non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering extremely so it's the only perfection.

 

[ringo99]

That my teenage nephews and niece get over my death without psychological trauma. Somehow I became their favorite uncle and they confide things to me that I never thought they would. It hurts me inside but I've been trying to cut myself off from them as much as possible so they can move on more easily. Relieved that I never made the mistake of having children of my own. There's no way I would've been able to go through with ctb and I'd just be passing on my mental hangups to the next generation

 

[WanderingGypsy]

I hope that those who know me will understand and be able to move on with their lives. I hope I find peace. I want my last breath to be a sigh of relief.

 

[tirednwired]

For my little sister to live a long and happy life

 

[ilvgore]

that my ctb will be painful and i hope that something better is waiting :D had enough of unfulfilling wishes that never happend in real life

painful lol *not that painful

 

[fallingtopieces]

That my loved ones have lives with far more good and joy in them than pain and suffering. That they love themselves, each other and support one another.

 

[JesiBel]

That the method works perfectly so that I can leave this world as soon as possible. And I wish my family will always be well, free from anything bad..

 

[numb3r]

I would want to finally feel peace, no more worrying about the future or the present or the past, no more wrestling with severe mental illnesses and neurodevelopmental issues for the rest of my life. I would also want my partner to move on quickly.

 

[NonEssential]

For my attempt to succeed as quickly and painlessly as possible. Also that me doing it wouldn't cause a lot of emotional harm to others.

 

[OTanerd]

I don't even know what I want anymore. I just hope that this world can be a much better place without me and that it has a chance to be a happy place for all the people in it.

 

[Peace2peace]

For me just for my parents to be happy and have all their heart desires met