chrisbate7

chrisbate7

Student
Sep 30, 2020
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I, like many others on this forum fell in love with the idea of getting Nebutal to end my life with. I gave up on this dream recently due to the exceedingly difficulty of acquiring it.

So I went and ordered SN. I have the SN, beta blockers, benzodiazepines and anti-emitic. I would theorize that it would be only marginally easier to end your life using N over SN. Either way, you're going to have to get over the most difficult part-overcoming your survival instinct. Whether it's N or SN, you know once you drink that bitch down you are going to be dead.
Of course we all would prefer N, but it is just not worth the time to try just to end up being scammed out of $400+ dollars.
 
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Dizzy_Dreams

Dizzy_Dreams

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You don't think A is legit?
 
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Konjac

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Sometimes I'm tempted to get a job in a vet to try and steal some N, but I'm too impatient to even attempt that lmao. It's really a shame, the more peaceful/dignified the method, the more difficult it seems to be to achieve. :(
 
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shay23

shay23

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You're right! I think with SN if you feel the immediate regret there is time to be saved unlike with N, which can be a plus or a negative.
 
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Pookie

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Sometimes I'm tempted to get a job in a vet to try and steal some N, but I'm too impatient to even attempt that lmao. It's really a shame, the more peaceful/dignified the method, the more difficult it seems to be to achieve. :(
So true. The most peaceful methods are so hard to obtain. Back in the 60's it was easy to overdose on barbiturates for instance but nowadays drugs are much safer. I was born in the wrong era.
 
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I, like many others on this forum fell in love with the idea of getting Nebutal to end my life with. I gave up on this dream recently due to the exceedingly difficulty of acquiring it.

So I went and ordered SN. I have the SN, beta blockers, benzodiazepines and anti-emitic. I would theorize that it would be only marginally easier to end your life using N over SN. Either way, you're going to have to get over the most difficult part-overcoming your survival instinct. Whether it's N or SN, you know once you drink that bitch down you are going to be dead.
Of course we all would prefer N, but it is just not worth the time to try just to end up being scammed out of $400+ dollars.
I agree that N is too impractical to obtain currently, but I think I would challenge two things here. Firstly, I would dispute that the difference in difficulty between N and SN is only marginal, because while they're similar in that they both involve downing a bitter substance, their purported effects differ significantly. The tachycardia, headaches, and chest/abdominal pain of SN (which apparently may be experienced) are important factors which make N - reportedly lacking these effects - arguably a lot more appealing than SN (for me anyway). Secondly, I don't think you can rest assured that you're soon to be dead even after drinking it, because methods fail, and I get the impression that it's surprisingly common. Death may be probable with careful preparation, but something can always go wrong; I suspect that you already acknowledge this, though.
 
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chrisbate7

chrisbate7

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I agree that N is too impractical to obtain currently, but I think I would challenge two things here. Firstly, I would dispute that the difference in difficulty between N and SN is only marginal, because while they're similar in that they both involve downing a bitter substance, their purported effects differ significantly. The tachycardia, headaches, and chest/abdominal pain of SN (which apparently may be experienced) are important factors which make N - reportedly lacking these effects - arguably a lot more appealing than SN (for me anyway). Secondly, I don't think you can rest assured that you're soon to be dead even after drinking it, because methods fail, and I get the impression that it's surprisingly common. Death may be probable with careful preparation, but something can always go wrong; I suspect that you already acknowledge this, though.
Fair points. Maybe I'd already CTB if I had N. I doubt it though. The dying experience with N is way better but you're still dying
 
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Dizzy_Dreams

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Jun 25, 2020
297
How long does it take n to actually kill you?
 
Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

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How long does it take n to actually kill you?
Good question, I think lots of us want to know this as well. I really don't know I would guess that loss of consciousness occurs after several minutes, and death about 10-20 minutes. This would really just be guessing though.

Edit: I just found this article which states that death occurs within 15-30 minutes: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6314932/
 
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chrisbate7

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You don't think A is legit?
I think he is legit but I get the feeling it's rare to actually receive a package from him. Not many folks on this forum have N for a reason. But a lot have contacted or paid A and haven't gotten anything
 
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I, like many others on this forum fell in love with the idea of getting Nebutal to end my life with. I gave up on this dream recently due to the exceedingly difficulty of acquiring it.

So I went and ordered SN. I have the SN, beta blockers, benzodiazepines and anti-emitic. I would theorize that it would be only marginally easier to end your life using N over SN. Either way, you're going to have to get over the most difficult part-overcoming your survival instinct. Whether it's N or SN, you know once you drink that bitch down you are going to be dead.
Of course we all would prefer N, but it is just not worth the time to try just to end up being scammed out of $400+ dollars.
Did you get as far as communicating with A about buying N?
 

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