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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
When's the last time you were grateful to be alive?
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Probably 1999
 
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OpheliasFlowers

OpheliasFlowers

Specialist
Apr 2, 2019
348
Really, 1985/1986. Then a few specific scattered days and moments in the very early 90s
 
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[HNO]

Experienced
Aug 21, 2022
283
pulling myself out of this hellhole by elaborated suicide method is only purpose by which i've motivation to do actions like self-improvement and keeping myself healthy to some degree at least functional enough to do chores so if i try hard maybe i get a happy day this month
but i never asked for this clownery or wanted to end up like that once i said to mother that she's whore and should have done abortion instead to putting efforts to raise me
 
blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
When I finished compulsory schooling. As naive as it sounds, the world looked like a playground I felt ready to explore.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
5 1/2 years ago.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,622
Never. I've never wanted to be here at all. Why would I be grateful for having been brought into such a cruel world filled with suffering against my wishes. There was never any need for me to even exist in the first place, I was perfectly fine not existing until I was forced to live. Life is just unnecessary misery and problems all for the sake of it.
 
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Julgran

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,427
When's the last time you were grateful to be alive?

When I was 7 years old, before my family's first move, and I still had all my old friends and life felt like an adventure - that was 28 years ago.
 
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akana

Student
Mar 21, 2022
184
when people didnt run my life
 
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hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
May 2020, after that all went wrong.
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
last year. i was living the dream for an entire year and then poof. gone like the wind.
 
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👁️👃👁️

Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,292
October 2021
 
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Enoughnow

Experienced
Feb 1, 2022
206
I dunno but my need to die right now is so strong I need to die tonight but my attempts keep failing
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,660
A loooooong time ago
 
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emgrl

emgrl

Mage
Aug 6, 2022
575
A few months ago :(
 
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indigomoon

Student
Mar 6, 2022
162
1991. Before my dad died.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Sometime earlier last year
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Never. I wouldn't go back except to murder myself, it'd be easier to overcome SI than suicide.
I dunno but my need to die right now is so strong I need to die tonight but my attempts keep failing
How, why? I'm so scared to fail.
 
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