You literally beg for help tell them everything and the door is slammed in your face

[cazza82]

I don't know what to do anymore I don't even know whether to go back to my counsilior after Xmas because I've done everything to try to get help done everything right handed everything I had over that I was gonna use to keep myself safe to prove I was trying but what's the point when these people that aren't meant to help with your mental health are telling you what you already think of yourself. Being worthless useless feeling no hope that I'm not gonna get better I had that tiny bit of hope because of my counsellor but when professionals are telling you your not important or worth the help why should I keep trying maybe it's fate maybe I was always meant to die by suicide I had appointment with my doctor on the 19th due to my thoughts he didn't get it he suggested my mental health is suffering due to me missing a few doses of levothyrozine as I have hypothyroidism like are they not listening to me I think I should take the hint huh

 

[TinyGuy]

People are ignorant u probably look fine and that's why they don't take u seriously they are clueless what u feel deep inside and probably think that it will be gone after a few days sadly this is the world we live in u need to look really bad and even then it's not a guarantee

 

[alivebutnotliving]

i too have hypothyroidism and the way doctors treat your mental health because of it is so degrading. It's like your never taken seriously or tried to be understood on a deeper level because, "oh , it must be that thyroid." Your feelings are valid and I resonate with the frustration. Best wishes

 

[astr4]

it is so painful to reach out for help despite how hard it is, and for them to turn you away. i have been there, abandoned by my own therapist. the "help" feels like such a lie!!! we want to get better and this is what it looks like?? "ask for help!" they say, but when you ask you get platitudes. cant believe that your doctor would dismiss your mental health issues as just hypothyroidism... i'm so frustrated for you and i wish it was easier to get help. i truly don't believe it's a sign of anything except for how horrible professionals can be, and a sign you deserve better, imo.

 

[cazza82]

it is so painful to reach out for help despite how hard it is, and for them to turn you away. i have been there, abandoned by my own therapist. the "help" feels like such a lie!!! we want to get better and this is what it looks like?? "ask for help!" they say, but when you ask you get platitudes. cant believe that your doctor would dismiss your mental health issues as just hypothyroidism... i'm so frustrated for you and i wish it was easier to get help. i truly don't believe it's a sign of anything except for how horrible professionals can be, and a sign you deserve better, imo.

Thank you my counsilior is lovely but I have only a few sessions left it's good knowing I can talk to her as I've never opened up to anyone and it's scary to know that's going to end soon and I just haven't a clue where to go from here they wanted to keep me safe now I handed everything over I was going to use to CTB no one is interested like my thoughts about dying have just vanished. When professionals are telling you over the phone that they didn't call you because they had more important things going on at that time doesn't just validate how I already feel about myself they are straight up telling me I'm worthless a burden and not worth helping if I didn't feel like I only had one option (suicide) before I certainly do now thank you for nothing if I had of just used what I had and ended it I wouldnt of had to feel more rejection I've tried so hard and like you said they want you to reach out when you finally do after nearly 2 years of absolute suffering and torture if no one cares about my life mental health or well being why should I. I never trust anyone trust is a massive deal to me so it was immensely hard to reach out and admit to no longing wanting to be here you try to trust people and they just screw you over.

 

[cazza82]

As soon as he said that I immediately shut down and thought here we go another one not taking me seriously just getting up in the morning and getting through the day is crippling I really don't think I can manage to keep myself safe as they say for very much longer my anxiety is horrendous